tathra
bluelighter
Ayahuasca (oral dmt brew) - first experience
10pm. i head over to my friends to cook it up and share. i use the quick cookup method and split it 2 ways, i'm guessing it was somewhere around 30mg dmt each.
time passes and the dmt comes on slowly, sneaking its way into my mind. we sit and watch tv, not really noticing much at all. i go to the bathroom and take a seat. i notice animal-like patterns form on the door and wall, it feels like they want to tell me something, but i'm not quite sure what.
i step outside. my god, its so beautiful. first snow of the year. i look at the streetlights and all the snow on the ground and am simply amazed.
around midnight, we decide to head over to another friends house. i start up the car and am extremely careful while driving. we listen to my friends demo tape. i begin to notice how wonderful music sounds on this chemical. once we get on a long straight road, i begin to trance out and get lost in my thoughts..i really cant remember what i was thinking about tho. i almost miss the turn when my friend tells me to slow down. we go inside and i talk them into drinking some brew with us. i rail about 80-100mg of ketamine (a small line, $20sack worth) and we get in the car, my sober friend being the driver. the music is simply amazing, definately peaking now. i relax in the passenger seat and enjoy how beautiful the world is. we get the ingrediants to cook up some more and head back out there.
about 1am the 2nd batch is finished. we split it 4 ways. i believe there was at least 50-60mg dmt for each of us. i notice the peak is beginning to wear off from the first dose, as i feel mostly the ketamine and less of the dmt. we drink this disgusting brew once again, and sit back and wait.
2am. i feel the 2nd dose crawling in my body again. it feels so warm. like vibes just moving through my body. i get one of their cats and begin petting it. its so soft. we throw on some music (AK1200's "Fully Automatic"). the bass is so wonderful. the next part of the trip i cant remember in chronological order, so i'll just piece together what i remember.
i go to the bathroom and take a piss. i stop and look at myself in the mirror and check my eyes. HUGE pupils, i almost have no iris, like i'm on mdma. i look at my face and think i'm beautiful. i step outside into the kitchen and we talk about something or other. i look down at my pants (ufo's) and the floor. my pants look kinda blocky, but its so amazing. the floor is pulsating, patterns appear in the carpet and begin moving around, and i'm amazed and stare at it for a while. we move into the main room and i flop down on the floor. my friend begins to feed the fire. wow. we stare at the fire for at least 10 minutes, but it feels like hours. i lay down and stare at the ceiling. we change cds, and then i just lay on my stomach on the floor, and i become one with the floor. i lay there for an eternity, just enjoying this chemical and how beautiful it is. i make my friends go outside with me. outside is beautiful. we lay on the hood of my car and stare up at the clear, starry sky. the stars are glowing with all different colors and seem to respond to sound. we speak and different pulses of colors move through them. it feels like i'm in another world. we run around outside for a little bit more, then get cold and head back in. the music is still pumping. we start dancing. its so easy to dance, the music moves my body better than any other chemical has allowed it. at some point near here, i convince my friend to share his k with me (about 40-50mg for each of us). we go back out and keep dancing. i remember thinking about my life and having a general therapy session, thinking about some of my other friends and how i've lied to them and told them i would stop doing drugs for them. i think to myself "if they could experience this, they would understand." i get up and dance again for a little bit, but i'm more content laying on the floor watching my friend dance because he's so good. i look at my watch, its nearly 5am. i get the cat again and start petting it. the cd ends. we talk a little bit and laugh. around 6am, i begin to feel uncomfortable and we leave. the drive home was pretty uneventful, thankfully. no trancing out again. i drop off my first friend and head home. still feeling some residual effects.
i apologize for the shitty report, this is the first time i've written one up and i'm not very good at describing things. dmt is a very interesting chemical, its by far the funnest one i've done yet. very earthly, very happy, quite spiritual, and extremely easy to work with. you can easily get very into anything you enjoy without any effort, easy to focus. i definately recommend an oral dose of dmt, as opposed to smoking it, dmt-hyperspace is not the only thing it has to offer.
10pm. i head over to my friends to cook it up and share. i use the quick cookup method and split it 2 ways, i'm guessing it was somewhere around 30mg dmt each.
time passes and the dmt comes on slowly, sneaking its way into my mind. we sit and watch tv, not really noticing much at all. i go to the bathroom and take a seat. i notice animal-like patterns form on the door and wall, it feels like they want to tell me something, but i'm not quite sure what.
i step outside. my god, its so beautiful. first snow of the year. i look at the streetlights and all the snow on the ground and am simply amazed.
around midnight, we decide to head over to another friends house. i start up the car and am extremely careful while driving. we listen to my friends demo tape. i begin to notice how wonderful music sounds on this chemical. once we get on a long straight road, i begin to trance out and get lost in my thoughts..i really cant remember what i was thinking about tho. i almost miss the turn when my friend tells me to slow down. we go inside and i talk them into drinking some brew with us. i rail about 80-100mg of ketamine (a small line, $20sack worth) and we get in the car, my sober friend being the driver. the music is simply amazing, definately peaking now. i relax in the passenger seat and enjoy how beautiful the world is. we get the ingrediants to cook up some more and head back out there.
about 1am the 2nd batch is finished. we split it 4 ways. i believe there was at least 50-60mg dmt for each of us. i notice the peak is beginning to wear off from the first dose, as i feel mostly the ketamine and less of the dmt. we drink this disgusting brew once again, and sit back and wait.
2am. i feel the 2nd dose crawling in my body again. it feels so warm. like vibes just moving through my body. i get one of their cats and begin petting it. its so soft. we throw on some music (AK1200's "Fully Automatic"). the bass is so wonderful. the next part of the trip i cant remember in chronological order, so i'll just piece together what i remember.
i go to the bathroom and take a piss. i stop and look at myself in the mirror and check my eyes. HUGE pupils, i almost have no iris, like i'm on mdma. i look at my face and think i'm beautiful. i step outside into the kitchen and we talk about something or other. i look down at my pants (ufo's) and the floor. my pants look kinda blocky, but its so amazing. the floor is pulsating, patterns appear in the carpet and begin moving around, and i'm amazed and stare at it for a while. we move into the main room and i flop down on the floor. my friend begins to feed the fire. wow. we stare at the fire for at least 10 minutes, but it feels like hours. i lay down and stare at the ceiling. we change cds, and then i just lay on my stomach on the floor, and i become one with the floor. i lay there for an eternity, just enjoying this chemical and how beautiful it is. i make my friends go outside with me. outside is beautiful. we lay on the hood of my car and stare up at the clear, starry sky. the stars are glowing with all different colors and seem to respond to sound. we speak and different pulses of colors move through them. it feels like i'm in another world. we run around outside for a little bit more, then get cold and head back in. the music is still pumping. we start dancing. its so easy to dance, the music moves my body better than any other chemical has allowed it. at some point near here, i convince my friend to share his k with me (about 40-50mg for each of us). we go back out and keep dancing. i remember thinking about my life and having a general therapy session, thinking about some of my other friends and how i've lied to them and told them i would stop doing drugs for them. i think to myself "if they could experience this, they would understand." i get up and dance again for a little bit, but i'm more content laying on the floor watching my friend dance because he's so good. i look at my watch, its nearly 5am. i get the cat again and start petting it. the cd ends. we talk a little bit and laugh. around 6am, i begin to feel uncomfortable and we leave. the drive home was pretty uneventful, thankfully. no trancing out again. i drop off my first friend and head home. still feeling some residual effects.
i apologize for the shitty report, this is the first time i've written one up and i'm not very good at describing things. dmt is a very interesting chemical, its by far the funnest one i've done yet. very earthly, very happy, quite spiritual, and extremely easy to work with. you can easily get very into anything you enjoy without any effort, easy to focus. i definately recommend an oral dose of dmt, as opposed to smoking it, dmt-hyperspace is not the only thing it has to offer.