Zephyn
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- Oct 31, 2020
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I dont know. I'm not having any hallucinations but im alone at the moment. I've had suicidal thoughts/encouraging auditory "hallucinations". I've considered going to the hospital, and also considered dying. Considering id only ever want to die if I was in some danger of something worse than death for no good reason, and after lifelong contemplation there is no good reason to even worry about anything but the best future and, and im not sure how paranoid I am given some of my trauma and threats I've had im not sure man. Taking any drugs even antipsychotics is probably a bad idea right now, considering the worst case scenario or the best, which the latter would be this is all ptsd based symptoms which is documented to be possible. I get my valium and pregabalin refilled in a few days. I won't be doing ketamine anymore for at least a few months, as time will heal me better than it could (or it could make it worse as it did this time)