I was transported to another world. I could feel my body float downward. My mind and what I know as myself were floating upward. I was in a room of what I can only call pure wonderment. The shapes and colors in this room were unlike anything the human eye has ever seen or will see. Every thing seemed perfect. It was absolutely amazing. I thought to myself this room is absolutely amazing but im here to learn something, to learn more about myself. I wanted to be done with the room and move on. I knew that there was more.
Then I was transported away form the room and to another dimension were I was suspended in what seemed like the universe. I think there was a large Farris wheel that I saw and there were so many things going on in the Farris wheel. I cant be for sure as to what was happening. At first I didn’t want to pay attention to it because I felt that I needed to continue to go further.
I then realized that the Farris wheel was put there as a stepping-stone to make me realize that this is going to be a positive experience. That nothing negative would ever happen while I was here. I was told stop trying to force things to happen. The Farris wheel was put there for a reason and I was to pay attention to everything they are showing me. I may have thought it was insignificant but they were trying to show me that I was in a safe environment it was not put there for my amusement but to comfort me.
I also felt as if I was just a small particle floating in the universe. There was so much happening on that Farris wheel. They were trying to show me more but I was so intent on going further that I did not concentrate on what was on the wheel or what was going on in and around the wheel. What I do remember is the wheel was absolutely amazing. It was colored orange, yellow and rotating slowly. There was definitely small little “people” (I say people for lack of a better word) riding on the wheel. They all seemed to be having fun and occasionally reaching out to me.
I then realized that I am too pushy and this new realm would let me know when they were ready to teach me not the other way around. Then I saw what I believed to be another realm floating in from the right side of my vision it looked to be purple. I foolishly tried to grab it and put myself into that realm but then again I was told that things would never happen that way as long as I was here.
I was told that once I realize that my body is fine, im breathing, my wife is in the next room waiting for me and checking up on my body. Then my mind would be free to go. I finally came to this understanding. I learned that I am ready for this adventure. That this is not a substance that will be used for recreational use or euphoria. It is something that must be taken very seriously and used as a sacrament to learn more about my life, my surroundings and myself. This will only happen when I am willing to let go of what I consider my body and allow my mind to enter a new realm of understanding. Only then will I posses a knowledge that I do not currently hold. I learned that I couldn’t force this to happen. I learned that basically I have no control over when I am ready to learn more.
I am in utter amazement of what I saw and learned about myself in that short journey.
Then I was transported away form the room and to another dimension were I was suspended in what seemed like the universe. I think there was a large Farris wheel that I saw and there were so many things going on in the Farris wheel. I cant be for sure as to what was happening. At first I didn’t want to pay attention to it because I felt that I needed to continue to go further.
I then realized that the Farris wheel was put there as a stepping-stone to make me realize that this is going to be a positive experience. That nothing negative would ever happen while I was here. I was told stop trying to force things to happen. The Farris wheel was put there for a reason and I was to pay attention to everything they are showing me. I may have thought it was insignificant but they were trying to show me that I was in a safe environment it was not put there for my amusement but to comfort me.
I also felt as if I was just a small particle floating in the universe. There was so much happening on that Farris wheel. They were trying to show me more but I was so intent on going further that I did not concentrate on what was on the wheel or what was going on in and around the wheel. What I do remember is the wheel was absolutely amazing. It was colored orange, yellow and rotating slowly. There was definitely small little “people” (I say people for lack of a better word) riding on the wheel. They all seemed to be having fun and occasionally reaching out to me.
I then realized that I am too pushy and this new realm would let me know when they were ready to teach me not the other way around. Then I saw what I believed to be another realm floating in from the right side of my vision it looked to be purple. I foolishly tried to grab it and put myself into that realm but then again I was told that things would never happen that way as long as I was here.
I was told that once I realize that my body is fine, im breathing, my wife is in the next room waiting for me and checking up on my body. Then my mind would be free to go. I finally came to this understanding. I learned that I am ready for this adventure. That this is not a substance that will be used for recreational use or euphoria. It is something that must be taken very seriously and used as a sacrament to learn more about my life, my surroundings and myself. This will only happen when I am willing to let go of what I consider my body and allow my mind to enter a new realm of understanding. Only then will I posses a knowledge that I do not currently hold. I learned that I couldn’t force this to happen. I learned that basically I have no control over when I am ready to learn more.
I am in utter amazement of what I saw and learned about myself in that short journey.