puckboy
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Before I begin let me say in regards to the psychedelic world of drugs I have some limited experience with LSD and mushrooms trying each several times, but nothing could have prepared me for this experience.
Last night I had my third experience with DMT (smoked), though this time was light years above and beyond anything id experienced the previous 2 times.
Immediately I was hit with the most intense body rushing sensation id ever felt and within seconds of inhaling my vision was covered with vibrant colourful patterning over everything and a loud ringing was heard which grew louder and louder until *ping*. After what was probably 5 - 10 seconds I had zero memory of taking any drug, nothing existed but this moment now, I had no idea who I was, where I was (was in my own room) and I had no idea how I got to this place. Everything was so alien, id never been in such a foreign place I truly and genuinly believed for probably what was several minutes that I was dead. This realisation was horrifying and I really began to flip out big time. I frantically tried to understand what was going on but that only seemed to fuck things up even more. Everything id known about Earth, reality, the mind, EVERYTHING was obliterated. The visual distortions were so intense I was basically blind for the entire peak.
After 6 or 7 minutes I started to realise what just happened, fuck my name is Sam, im in my room and im alive! I just smoked some DMT I thought to myself. Ive never felt so incredibly relieved to know these basic facts. I began pacing around my room shaking my head in disbelief, the entire ordeal simply defied explanation.
After 10 or so minutes the intense fear/anxiety was replaced with some amazing euphoria and I began to ponder over so many things about this life and world we live in. Ive never written a trip report before but last night was just so damn profound I had to let this out. Even after re-reading these words do not properly explain what happened and I suppose no words ever will. I am in awe of the power of this chemical we know as DMT, I feel blessed to have been shown these levels of conciousness I was completely unaware of. Was it real? Is there scientifical explanation for what happened?
I am so confused, I have so many questions which Im sure most can never be answered. One thing I know for sure, I will never smoke a high dose of DMT again, it was simply too much. Im finding it extremely difficult to intergrate what happened and I apologise if this report is difficult to follow, Ive had alot of trouble putting down what happened onto paper.
Thanks for reading
EDIT: I have to say during the experience I was getting major feelings of De Ja Vu which seemed extremely odd because I had never been to such a place before, pretty much all I have to say is WTF?!
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Last night I had my third experience with DMT (smoked), though this time was light years above and beyond anything id experienced the previous 2 times.
Immediately I was hit with the most intense body rushing sensation id ever felt and within seconds of inhaling my vision was covered with vibrant colourful patterning over everything and a loud ringing was heard which grew louder and louder until *ping*. After what was probably 5 - 10 seconds I had zero memory of taking any drug, nothing existed but this moment now, I had no idea who I was, where I was (was in my own room) and I had no idea how I got to this place. Everything was so alien, id never been in such a foreign place I truly and genuinly believed for probably what was several minutes that I was dead. This realisation was horrifying and I really began to flip out big time. I frantically tried to understand what was going on but that only seemed to fuck things up even more. Everything id known about Earth, reality, the mind, EVERYTHING was obliterated. The visual distortions were so intense I was basically blind for the entire peak.
After 6 or 7 minutes I started to realise what just happened, fuck my name is Sam, im in my room and im alive! I just smoked some DMT I thought to myself. Ive never felt so incredibly relieved to know these basic facts. I began pacing around my room shaking my head in disbelief, the entire ordeal simply defied explanation.
After 10 or so minutes the intense fear/anxiety was replaced with some amazing euphoria and I began to ponder over so many things about this life and world we live in. Ive never written a trip report before but last night was just so damn profound I had to let this out. Even after re-reading these words do not properly explain what happened and I suppose no words ever will. I am in awe of the power of this chemical we know as DMT, I feel blessed to have been shown these levels of conciousness I was completely unaware of. Was it real? Is there scientifical explanation for what happened?
I am so confused, I have so many questions which Im sure most can never be answered. One thing I know for sure, I will never smoke a high dose of DMT again, it was simply too much. Im finding it extremely difficult to intergrate what happened and I apologise if this report is difficult to follow, Ive had alot of trouble putting down what happened onto paper.
Thanks for reading
EDIT: I have to say during the experience I was getting major feelings of De Ja Vu which seemed extremely odd because I had never been to such a place before, pretty much all I have to say is WTF?!
substancecode_DMT
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