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DMT-2nd experience-a glimpse of wholeness

orbital_forest

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ok so this isnt going to be very detailed,bcuz i have alot of trouble describing this state.....

also no time notations cuz it doesnt really matter

sometime in the evening,driving down the interstate,i am in the backseat,and we decide to smoke some dmt....

my buddy D has trouble loading the pipe in the dark,so he hand the whole mess to me...luckily this dmt is goopy,and i grab a large chunk out of the foil(foil contained app. 250 mg) load chunk into pipe,hand the foil to D...

ok the last time i smoked dmt i took one medium hit,and it was of less quality than this dmt,so i was extremely suprised at the FORCE of dmt....

i take about 3 medium sized hits,and upon the blowing out of the 3rd EVERYTHING GETS HUGE!!!!

the backseat of the car expands to the size of a massive room...

there is a faint egyptian feel to this trip,being in the dark in the car is a little overhwhelming,i see hieroglyphics in every strand of Ds hair

i have my left arm up on the seat,but it looks and feels like i have 2 arms on my left side,one in the seat and one in my lap,the wind rushing by makes a massive white noise,the intensity is scaring the living shit out of me,but i love it :)

just when i thought i couldnt take anymore,i start to come down....

hours later we are at Js apartment,decide to smoke some more....

the 1st few hits i take ROCKET me,im terrified of how high i am,the carpet looks like sea weed,and the ceiling is moving in sections,at light speed,morphing and forming the most complex patterns ive ever seen....enuff to say DMT has THE most intense visuals ive ever seen

i am not all the way down,and decide to just take one more hit,but by this time the pipe is really hot(other ppl hav been smoking) and with my finger on the carb hole on top of the bowl(this is a tweak esque pipe) i fill the chamber a few times with thick ass smoke,my buddy B says this hit is the biggest hit of dmt he has ever seen anyone take...i feel myself dissolving so i decide against taking another hit....lay back.....hold it....hold it...HOLY SHIT IM SO FUCKING HIGH

blow out the smoke,it looks like mesh against the patterns of the ceiling...the ceiling is moving perfectly in time to the chanting of the vocals in the music(oliver shanti and friends)

i decide to close my eyes.....

i see this warm colored pinkish orangeish structure comprised out of things that look somewhat like a cross between diamonds and triangles begin to wrap itself around my head,im terrified,but i let go of the fear...and then it happened

the structure wraps itself completely around my head,and i begin to feel the most all pervading sense of bliss and joy i have ever felt..i catch a glimpse of wut it is to be one with everything around you,a glimpse of wholeness...i melt flat into the air mattress,the structure moves in time with the music,im sure my jaw is dropped at this point......this feeling continues for what seems like forever...i sit up...

open my eyes...B is holding the pipe for J......i close my eyes again.....B is hitting th epipe at this point,and the way his face is distorted and how hes saying "just alil bit,just a lil bit" brings the most intense feeling of deja vu i have ever felt.....i have dreamed this moment months ago.....i ask "what the fuck are you guys doing?" and close my eyes again....i open them back up and everything is so geometric it shocks me....B looks around at the room and says "what a crazy fucking hobby" which prompts HUGE laughter from everyone,and becomes my favorite tripping quote ever :)

im almost down now,but the sense of joy and bliss will stay with me for a long time,always reminding me that there IS more to this reality than we know....im ready for more DMT and in a single night it has become my favorite compound ever....i must say DMT is not for everyone as the rush is extremely intense and could easily scare ANYONE...it scared the shit out of me,and i consider myself pretty experienced....the terror stems from how unprepared you are for a shattering that deep...DMT is the single most intriguing drug in existence :)
 
orbital_forest said:
i see this warm colored pinkish orangeish structure comprised out of things that look somewhat like a cross between diamonds and triangles begin to wrap itself around my head,im terrified,but i let go of the fear...and then it happened

the structure wraps itself completely around my head,and i begin to feel the most all pervading sense of bliss and joy i have ever felt..i catch a glimpse of wut it is to be one with everything around you,a glimpse of wholeness...i melt flat into the air mattress,the structure moves in time with the music,im sure my jaw is dropped at this point......this feeling continues for what seems like forever.

That structure wouldn't have happened to resemble a crysanthemum, would it?
 
actually come to think of it it did kind of resemble a chrysanthemum,but more,i dunno,extra dimensional,it looked concave and convex at the same time
 
kind of like a cathedral dome projected above your head?

at least that's how I saw it :)

And the DMT made me understand this is a hidden link between our lives on earth and our universal consciousness which exists simultaneously, at least until we die.
 
it wasnt just above my head,it wrapped around my head,and my "brain" consciousness wutever u wanna call it seemed to be filled with this odd structure
 
Yes, yes, understood. It's hard to describe such complex phenomena in a sentence or two ;)


If you think that is interesting read a lot of Erowid DMT reports... the "crysanthemum" is actually a pretty common occurance. See what other people have made of it :)
 
i did a lil research on your suggestion,and that is fascinating that the chrysanthemum is a common occurence...methinks i need more dmt straightaway,what a fuckin mysterious lil goopy bastard
 
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