Dissociative Cross-Tolerance between DXM and K

[jfischer218]

I used to love DXM, id go crazy with the stuff. Unfortunately it lost the magic and then I lost thr CEVs altogether. Now I take 1400 mgs(dont really see the point in doing more than that) and I just have a fun floaty feeling and see clouds, but theyre absolutely nothing.

Herea my question. Ive done K only once, after DXM had lost its magic, but still while I was able to get CEVs. When I did it, all the dissociative magic was back and it was amazing. Ive used alot more dxm since then and, likee Im able to take 900 mgs and comfortably be around people who absolutely cannot know im on drugs. I know K has a higher binding affinity to the NMDA, butit would take alot of work to obtain K and im just not sure if it would even be worth the trouble.

Any thoughts on that?

 

[Solipsis]

We are not about to tell you what you should or should not go on taking, the forum is not intended for it...

But thoughts on that in general seem fine to share if you guys watch the limits. I think that cross-tolerance is just from NMDA antagonism and you seem to realize this. IME pushing it with dissociatives after the toleranc becomes so massive that it is hardly worth it anymore (like you said: there is a fun floaty feeling which for me with K became more and more fleeting, then less and less payoff), I should have quit much earlier before I did, I was deluding myself with the memory of how it used to be and in my fiending ways was satisfied with chasing the *something* that I at least could get out of it.

Now I quit them a while back and recently tried MXE again which I had only a few times in the past and found it nothing special. I could appreciate it a bit better now but it still doesn't blow me away, probably the semi-perma tolerance. And I am happy because I don't need any MXE addiction...

Taking a break can be beneficial, keeping dissociatives for special and infrequent occasions (at least nothing that suggests abuse instead of use), and for the rest: just accept that you may just have to move on. Whatever that means for you. But be honest with yourself about what effort and misery a thing is worth when it keeps letting you down more and more.

You don't have to switch to full on ketamine use and put a hurry on getting it and making it a habit similar to DXM. Like I said: you can just care less and grab it if you occasionally can and for the rest: que sera sera.