This poem is literally written on forms/pages from the county jail in the psych ward downtown 5 going on 6 years ago now. I've got about 10 from this little misunderstanding. I did 24 days on charges that never stuck and the case was thrown out. Still 24 days in the psych unit in a 1 man cell on 23 hour lock down all day. Crazy shit literally.
Drug Lovers don't Just Say No... We Stand UP for what You won't... Actual Freedom and Respect
All humans today are in a unique place, Watching the evolution of our simple race
50 years ago now more like the dark ages, These days we read books without flipping pages
While the future of technologies looking bright, It seems like it's another fresh distraction for our sight
From the obvious peril of our races plight, Rather remain blind than actually seek insights
We have the history of everything at our fingertips, Yet we'd rather just search for the best double D tits
Our society's so lost and ego driven it makes me fucking sick, I'm so sick of all the "dick sizing" I might just cut off my dick
Beautiful exteriors mean nothing when I can see your soul, People more than willing to sell themselves for a starring role
Vain not Bold, Beauty means nothing if in your head there is no thought, One of many lessons in a K-Hole that I was taught
Our ego hides the truths of life right before our eyes, In my mind if the Devil exists it's just our egotistical pride in disguise
The fact humans can look around thinking "Damn we're doing great", shows how fucked we really are, trapped, born just to die in this place
I still don't know where we're headed or how I form these words onto the page, But with open mind and willing heart I'm grateful I'm here today
Our modern ways of life have become truly fucking sad, We have a chance to seek out knowledge and learn like no generations ever had
You don't need to spend 40 grand on college for a modern education, just a desire to progress and some damn self determination
Recognize your potential, understanding whatever you can dream you can become you will achieve... Don't just stay numb
I know it's hard this world is shit but the solution isn't run or stay dumb, I love drugs too I LOVE drugs too but I've already spent too long so mentally undone
So strung out by my own noose hung, so lost, choking couldn't breathe, Unable to see or believe the beauty that's always been a piece of me
Those years of feeling worthless constantly battling the self hate, I crashed out long ago but was still convinced that I was flying straight
It was until I lost what matters most in this life... Freedoms gone left alive but dead inside, That I realized the biggest fear we have shouldn't be when we perish
It's to yourself lying, thinking there's no reason to be trying, Letting them beat you down until your purpose is a lack of one lost confused and embarassed
That's when they've won, that's when you've been beat, The day you no longer choose to compete the true definition of a weak retreat
You took your own life long before you were even dead, Free will undone it can happen to anyone when we refuse the natural talents in our heads
I love drugs too I LOVE drugs too but it's all in how you use them and which ones you choose, Some will help you fly and learn to hone your natural skills
Others suck you dry and leave you devoid of anything real, emotionless unable to feel, Some drugs only exist by the willpower of truly evil greedy men
Who want you to stay docile, vacant, to never learn again, Those who want bright beings out of their way so they can fulfill their evils plans
Of robbing us all blind watching us waste our lives no more individuals just clones, A despicable wicked trend as their push comes to deserve a shove
Trying to convince us God is Love when the truth is... there may not be a God Above, Just the one we created in our heads to not feel unwanted and unloved,
As someone else observes and realizes this scenario is the perfect method of control, if you don't take your place they'll force their fucking molds
But once you accept and understand there is only the concept and perspectives of living and dying, No longer inhaling breath... Is that the end we meet
That living in fear equivalent to buried, you were deceived, failed the test, missed the entire purpose of our human quest all together Think Independently
To Be Here Now every single day of your life not just being alive, enjoying and doing, actually living daily until you meet your eternal rest
All we have is this moment right now, today can be eternal when you appreciate tomorrows never guaranteed and time is a measurement at best
So be yourself, Be Free Existing Proudly, never allow defeat, respect history and stop negative patterns that repeat
Death will come one day no one has any say don't fear what you can't control anyways have fun smile love and go play
When you leave this form it will be a long awaited release, from the pain, disease and misguided hate to a quiet grave
Finally ending our temporary journey through the matrix too many never notice, The end of this life will be a peaceful release
Back to our original state, reintegrated into pure Universal energy into another realm formed by blissful chaotic beauty
Never just believe the lies others accept as reality, always seek to analyze all information on your own, Never surrendering your right to think
Or allowing a Government that demands a submissive state to control your consciousness or enact laws against the ability to be who you want to be
And if they refuse to treat us with dignity, fuck them and their society... Let's go create our own world and faux reality, intelligently and respectfully.