A continuation...
I was finally seen by my dentist on Friday and as predicted he pulled that disintegrating molar. Because it had already fractured he had to grind it into pieces and then yank with the pliers intermittingly. It is Monday now and my throat is stoll fucked up, actually the whole right side of my face is. My NY dentist doesn't do shit for pain, and true to form gave me a worthless script for 16 Tylenol 3s. This country is so ass backwards. Tylenol 3s, with 30mg of codeine should be OTC. Even Japan has dihydrocodeine OTC (in combo form) and they are super anal retentive. America is insane.
All weekend I was popping Ambien to knock myself out and sleep through it. I expected to go in and twist my dentist's arm for real pain relief but lo and behold, upon waking up today I had no pain. Yesssss...
So what is "Kumare"? An East Indian guy born and bred in New Jersey basically felt his parents' Hindu faith was a croc of shit and got peeved over the huge amount of ignorant Westerners that are fascinated with all things Eastern, especially Yoga. I can definitely relate with non-Jews believing that they are studying Kabbalah. Yoga is an interesting point because in CE and P Forum I basically was the only person maintaining that Yoga is a form of religious expression even if those teaching it are ignorant of that fact, to say nothing of the gullible Westerners studying it.
This guy got the idea to make a documentary along the lines of Sascha Baron Cohen's films. He began speaking with an "Apu" accent as he grew his hair and beard out. Assisted by 2 girls he sold himself as an Indian Guru named "Kumare." Starting with just a single guest teaching gig in Tuscon, Arizona he attracted a huge amount of disciples.
All these Westerners were obsessed with him. I don't laugh often but this film had me almost peeing on myself: "Kumare, I see a bright white aura surrounding your physical self and behind you there is a multitude of the Kumares who came before you. Clearly you are the authentic embodiment of Kumare for the here and now." Suuuuuuuure.
It fascinating to see just how vulnerable the average adult is to recruitment by a religious cult. Women were begging him to bed them. Even men were coming on to him. In the end he revealed himself to be an agnostic from New Jersey. The look on devotees' faces was priceless.
Speaking of cults, I am still dealing with Mariz and all that goes with her but I realised a while ago I can never even pretend to convert to her religion. I never discussed it here (at least I don't remember having done so) but I had agreed to convert to Catholicism to marry Lovely. I think I really would have, as deeply as I felt for that girl but in the end the relationship imploded, and for that I am grateful. Even an insincere conversion is a deep act of hypocrisy.
I don't think I should even get involved with non-Jewish women anymore. Whoring your values is foul. I always pat myself on the back for being as honest as anyone can be. For example, posting under my actual name on BL got me a demotion in the military but I felt it was a small price to pay for living one's values...yet there I was talking about becoming a Catholic- at least on paper- just to please a girl. Certainly I could never do so with Mariz. I reckon that will finish Mariz and my relationship but if she predicates her involvement with me on her religion she was definitely the wrong one. With Lovely it was to please her parents. Mariz is a true believer.
Sitting in the foyer of the methadone clinic I use, I am waiting for it to hit me since Sunday is 1 of the 2 days I deny myself my daily methadone dosage, in an exercise in willpower. I really shouldn't be doing that because opiate/opioid withdrawal aggravates HCV, causing faster virus replication. Hepatitis C sucks but that is life. At age 18, just after contracting the virus, I could never have imagined that I would be alive at age 46, much less worried about the consequences of the virus.
I was finally seen by my dentist on Friday and as predicted he pulled that disintegrating molar. Because it had already fractured he had to grind it into pieces and then yank with the pliers intermittingly. It is Monday now and my throat is stoll fucked up, actually the whole right side of my face is. My NY dentist doesn't do shit for pain, and true to form gave me a worthless script for 16 Tylenol 3s. This country is so ass backwards. Tylenol 3s, with 30mg of codeine should be OTC. Even Japan has dihydrocodeine OTC (in combo form) and they are super anal retentive. America is insane.
All weekend I was popping Ambien to knock myself out and sleep through it. I expected to go in and twist my dentist's arm for real pain relief but lo and behold, upon waking up today I had no pain. Yesssss...
So what is "Kumare"? An East Indian guy born and bred in New Jersey basically felt his parents' Hindu faith was a croc of shit and got peeved over the huge amount of ignorant Westerners that are fascinated with all things Eastern, especially Yoga. I can definitely relate with non-Jews believing that they are studying Kabbalah. Yoga is an interesting point because in CE and P Forum I basically was the only person maintaining that Yoga is a form of religious expression even if those teaching it are ignorant of that fact, to say nothing of the gullible Westerners studying it.
This guy got the idea to make a documentary along the lines of Sascha Baron Cohen's films. He began speaking with an "Apu" accent as he grew his hair and beard out. Assisted by 2 girls he sold himself as an Indian Guru named "Kumare." Starting with just a single guest teaching gig in Tuscon, Arizona he attracted a huge amount of disciples.
All these Westerners were obsessed with him. I don't laugh often but this film had me almost peeing on myself: "Kumare, I see a bright white aura surrounding your physical self and behind you there is a multitude of the Kumares who came before you. Clearly you are the authentic embodiment of Kumare for the here and now." Suuuuuuuure.
It fascinating to see just how vulnerable the average adult is to recruitment by a religious cult. Women were begging him to bed them. Even men were coming on to him. In the end he revealed himself to be an agnostic from New Jersey. The look on devotees' faces was priceless.
Speaking of cults, I am still dealing with Mariz and all that goes with her but I realised a while ago I can never even pretend to convert to her religion. I never discussed it here (at least I don't remember having done so) but I had agreed to convert to Catholicism to marry Lovely. I think I really would have, as deeply as I felt for that girl but in the end the relationship imploded, and for that I am grateful. Even an insincere conversion is a deep act of hypocrisy.
I don't think I should even get involved with non-Jewish women anymore. Whoring your values is foul. I always pat myself on the back for being as honest as anyone can be. For example, posting under my actual name on BL got me a demotion in the military but I felt it was a small price to pay for living one's values...yet there I was talking about becoming a Catholic- at least on paper- just to please a girl. Certainly I could never do so with Mariz. I reckon that will finish Mariz and my relationship but if she predicates her involvement with me on her religion she was definitely the wrong one. With Lovely it was to please her parents. Mariz is a true believer.
Sitting in the foyer of the methadone clinic I use, I am waiting for it to hit me since Sunday is 1 of the 2 days I deny myself my daily methadone dosage, in an exercise in willpower. I really shouldn't be doing that because opiate/opioid withdrawal aggravates HCV, causing faster virus replication. Hepatitis C sucks but that is life. At age 18, just after contracting the virus, I could never have imagined that I would be alive at age 46, much less worried about the consequences of the virus.
