This is true... my boyfriend did cheat on me. Luckily I wasn't at high risk and I do know he used condoms when he slept with other people (I found two condoms missing from his stash but he convinced me I was paranoid and crazy *sigh*). Honestly I'm pretty terrified of gay men. I don't trust them until they earn that trust--but mostly they don't deserve their partner's trust and they know it so they get good at manipulating and deceiving others. For a while I was angry about the cheating after the relationship ended, but based on their reactions to being caught I feel like they literally can't help it. Most gay men struggle with sexual addiction. Like addicts, they can't just stop even if it's at the risk of hurting other people. Even gay men who come from loving homes seem to have hardcore monogamy issues--and rather than being open about their inability to commit they choose not to do open relationships and ruin it for the rest of us. This is because they are insecure and hate the idea of their partner sleeping around but are okay with themselves doing it.
Haha if you ever wanna give bottoming a try gimme a call
I have the goldilocks wiener. Not too big, not too small. We can start slow bb gurl. There's something about me that makes men feel rly comfortable around me.. and I think that most tops are secretly down to try it they just don't feel secure that way around other guys. Honestly, most gay men are totally incapable of having a healthy relationship and it does sadden me because they have a lot of good qualities about them too. It's ok to have sex but they are so afraid of being emotionally hurt that many of them will literally be alone in their 50s and permanently single because they do not allow themselves to take emotional risks. I guess I'm good at cuddling and cute stuff so I'm good at wooing them and such.. I'm incapable of sleeping with multiple people at the same time even if I'm not in a relationship with someone and we're just hanging out and occasionally more. Oh, and being insanely handsome I guess helps me too. That part won't last forever though or score me an amazing partner lol. The drugs are sometimes my love life sadly. Not too shabby though
! Currently in love with the heinous poppy plant milf and she definitely likes me quite a bit. Don't tell her that I want to break up with her though. She's evil an evil cunt and she kills people in their sleep!
As far as HIV transmission situations go, they've done a VERY good job at handling outbreaks with medication in the more developed countries/areas. Nowadays, mostly heroin or IV users transmit it because as soon as a gay male tests positive they put them on medication right away and they become HIV undetectable shortly after provided they don't have any other immunity issues. Not one person has been documented in all of science who has been transmitted the virus while being HIV undetectable. So actually, as far as HIV transmissions go gay men have been transmitting it less and less (thank the lord). If you google the risk chart factor it's actually absurd how the method of sex alters the transmission risk. For example, of course tops have received the virus from a bottom partner but if you're circumcised and don't finish inside, your risk is lower than 1% virtually. Of course the risk can be as high as 3% if you finish inside and with someone who was recently infected so their more prone to transmitting the virus for a period of time... but even so 3% compared to being the receiving partner in the worst case scenario with someone recently infected can truly be daunting in regards to the elevation in risk. I probably would have bottomed more than I have if I wasn't terrified of the change in risk factor. Also, if they were better at commitment lol. It's kind of hot in theory but I'd only do it with someone I'm really comfortable around and I know who really likes me/is monogamous. Plus, I only get turned on by giving oral and getting topped from more masculine gay men. I don't really like it in the butt but I guess I've always wanted to try with someone who is down to be with me longer term. Some say that monogamy is inherited... I truly believe that. Many people just cannot stick to one person and that's understandable--but deceiving someone who's a great partner to you and loves you... if you're alone forever that's totally on you man.
