freddyfukinkruger
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jul 22, 2010
- Messages
- 16
yeah i know. my head is so fucked going in so many directions. its really getting to me. i just dont know what to do with myself anymore
aw hang in there, you are where i was not so long ago, i tried to kick it 3 times and the W/D were just to much for me, the only way I did it was using methadone 50ml going down 5ml a day, didnt feel much at all and was glad, but soon after I was back using H again, detoxed again then went using again..kept thinking of the scoring, using, getting high. but after all of this I feel so ashamed.
Just remember we all make mistakes and just think about gettting better then your life, one thing at a time. am the same, my mind goes through everythink all at once, and because of this is i feel even more down, so am still using a little H now.
Take your time and dont be hard on yourself..I never thought ad be a H addict gess shit happens!