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Difficult trip experiences?

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I had a difficult trip because I was too weak to let go of my ego. I also was with someone who I thought I trusted, but during the trip I realized this person was most likely fucking with me for lulz. Combined with personal problems that were suddenly realized. Needless to say, it was hell for me. This resulted in intense paranoia, long repeating thought loops, depression, and schizophrenic symptoms during the trip mainly manifested to keep my ego intact.

Anyone ever experience difficult trips like this, either personally or seeing another person have one? What was it like and what did you learn?
 
You need to remember, your mind is just manafesting itself and you wouldnt make anything that could harm yourself. This is just a good learning experiance to help let go next time.
 
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