TheOriginalChair
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 25, 2021
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- 94
i;ve overdosed 4-5 times now, all fent od...
i woke once in my rooom after emt injected me with naloxone
another time died in a bathroom wke up in an ambulance
other time in a friends house woke up in his car
another time in my own car a day later
last time in the hospital i woke up with handcuffs....
like....i know death is real...but...i all seems like an illusion, i go to deep sleep(Death) and wake up....same life.... never did it on purpose, but like im supposed to be fucking dead dead.... even jokenly told the emt why did you revive me god dammit!
i woke once in my rooom after emt injected me with naloxone
another time died in a bathroom wke up in an ambulance
other time in a friends house woke up in his car
another time in my own car a day later
last time in the hospital i woke up with handcuffs....
like....i know death is real...but...i all seems like an illusion, i go to deep sleep(Death) and wake up....same life.... never did it on purpose, but like im supposed to be fucking dead dead.... even jokenly told the emt why did you revive me god dammit!
