Juicewrldfan
Bluelighter
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Man, I gave in to cravings today. I did t use yet but I manipulated the situation to use. Told my wife I had to return them to the pharmacy because the dr thinks I’m selling them after he wanted a pill count. None of that happened.
Low life shit.
Anyway, she had to be at a new kids on the block event so she said she will give me the 60mg remaining after b cause they are at her work.
Now the cravings have lessened significantly and I’m actually headed into a aa meeting. I’m outside now but idk anyone. I just go and leave usually.
So I do t want to tell her I was lying because then she will be extremely pissed and may leave. So I changed it up told her they called me back and said it had to be done today so she is going to go to cvs with me to have them destroyed. The issue is she won’t come in with me because she doesn’t want to be embarrassed of me having to “return” pills for drug abuse. So I have a window of opportunity to pocket them in the store.
Dunno why I’m posting I guess I just want to share. Takes some of the power away from it.
I guess the good thing is it’s the last of them and I can’t get anymore prescriptions from that place because I purposefully left with a 200 dollar balance.
Low life shit.
Anyway, she had to be at a new kids on the block event so she said she will give me the 60mg remaining after b cause they are at her work.
Now the cravings have lessened significantly and I’m actually headed into a aa meeting. I’m outside now but idk anyone. I just go and leave usually.
So I do t want to tell her I was lying because then she will be extremely pissed and may leave. So I changed it up told her they called me back and said it had to be done today so she is going to go to cvs with me to have them destroyed. The issue is she won’t come in with me because she doesn’t want to be embarrassed of me having to “return” pills for drug abuse. So I have a window of opportunity to pocket them in the store.
Dunno why I’m posting I guess I just want to share. Takes some of the power away from it.
I guess the good thing is it’s the last of them and I can’t get anymore prescriptions from that place because I purposefully left with a 200 dollar balance.
