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Did I somehow get the beginning stages of cardiac arrest?

jeeze kandy seriously you cant hate your self so much that you continue to be so reckless with your health

i have really enjoyed your posts here and would hate to see anything happen to you

your writeing style reminds me of a female charles bukowski

please consider slowing down a bit it sounds like you are useing some really poor judgement in life right now and i would recomend thinking a little in to the future

remember that all the shit we do when we are young eventualy has to be paid for dont leave your self with not enough health to pay the bill when it comes and i think it will be coming soon
 
johnnyb420 said:
jeeze kandy seriously you cant hate your self so much that you continue to be so reckless with your health

i have really enjoyed your posts here and would hate to see anything happen to you

your writeing style reminds me of a female charles bukowski

please consider slowing down a bit it sounds like you are useing some really poor judgement in life right now and i would recomend thinking a little in to the future

remember that all the shit we do when we are young eventualy has to be paid for dont leave your self with not enough health to pay the bill when it comes and i think it will be coming soon
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I usually don't even do coke, and I hadn't touched the needles for a good 3 weeks before this week. Then it occured to me that 1) I have access to coke when I so rarely do it (once every 6 months or so) 2) I've never shot coke before but always wanted to, but ehhhhh i'mma just stick w/ shooting substances that im familiar with, even if i got cross tolerance w/ cocaine

But um meth wise, still weaning. I just ran out of my sack today. AHHH I just fucking realized that my two main hooks are not going to be there anymore. So basically I'm going to be going from bumping every 1-12 hours every single fucking day to ........ uhhhh zero...starting tomorrow. fucking motherfuck!!!!!!!!!!

but other than that thank you
and while youre at it

go to "trip reports" to read about "my 1st bootybump" LMFAO
 
Kandy K said:
(look, I know I'm the epitome of drug abuse okay, just leave it alone!).
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You might not like to hear it, but someone needs to (and has) said your "epitome of drug abuse" is going to kill you in the not too distance future if you keep going at the rate you are.

Its quite clear from reading your posts over the last few months you've gone from "happy tweaker who posts shitloads of innane stuff" (all tweakers do ;)) to "Crazy wacked out tweaker who is damn lucky yo be alive". You need to stop your drug usage and look at what you're doing to yourself. If you're blacking out and getting severe chest pains your body is getting very close to its breaking point.

Noone wants to have to add another entry in the Bluelight Shrine, so please don't give us cause to add your name :(
 
The weird thing is though, this shit has happened to me a couple times before. I'll re-dose, and it'll literally feel like my entire body's being broken or something. Then after about a week of that nonsense, one day I'll wake up and discover my tolerance has gone down to almost newbie status, and it feels like I am doing it again for the first time. It just like puts me in a full loop, it's crazy.

But heroin addicts have told me that when they use the drug for long enough, it starts having the opposite effect on them too. So picture me and my friend, him on H jumping off the walls and shit and me on tweak getting a nod. Cause that shit's happened. lmao. Maybe I got nine lives, like a cat. Two have already died. Goddamn I need to sleep.
 
Benzos or opioids will not help you if you're overdosing from meth.
 
Kandy K said:
maybe I got nine lives, like a cat. Two have already died. Goddamn I need to sleep.
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Your body has given all the warning signs it can.

It is unlikely there will be more warning signs before something permanent happens to you.

Go to emergency, tell them your chest pain problems and have them check you out. The chances of you making it out of another serious drug binge without harm is quite low.

Let go of your cycle and take a time out from "regular life". Get yourself checked out at a hospital about your heart problems - you only have one of them and it's about to go bye-bye.

Your body and mind need a serious break. You are running on empty.
 
whats the dif kandy its not like you are going to go check it out or syop doing drugs next time you have chest pain and it turns out not to be a warning sign i just hope you get to the emergency room in time on a side note takeing half of tab of aspirin per day can help in cases like this
 
Does it have to be emergency? What about the regular doctor's?
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If you go to emerg and tell them you have blacked out and your heart is doing weird rhythms then they will check out your heart. No waiting, no referrals.. You will get a real answer as to the *current* condition of your heart.

A doctor, unless you tell them exactly the drugs you are doing and why you are having the problem will not understand the situation.

So with a hospital, you can at least get some tests done ASAP. You will probably not be there that long either.. an EKG, doctor listening to heart etc. It can't do anything but help your situation.

Of course, the best thing would be to go to your family doctor, and tell him/her everything but if you are not into doing that yet - AT LEAST go get your heart checked out at the hospital.

This is serious shit and it will not go away. You need to deal with it so can make whatever decisions you want WITH the information you need.

You may even walk out with a prescription for benzo's.
Say you are prone to panic attacks or something.
 
I would go see them now BEFORE any healing takes place. Why not see how your body is handling things now? That way you know what your body looks like under stress.

Just don't do it like 10 minutes after you do a "booty bump" :D
 
this is prolly the last of the warning signs, this may be your last chance. your body simply cant process the large amounts of drugs you are doing. trust me you dont want to die this way, it will be very painful and you will die in a very bad state of mind. but then again you may not die, you may just have a stroke and loose control over your body, or loose half your brain, can you imagine what a living hell that would be?
 
Kandy K said:
I'll re-dose, and it'll literally feel like my entire body's being broken or something. .
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go read up on what chemicals are commonly used to manufacture meth sometime; This may help answer your question as to why this is happening......

one word: POISONS.......

Now I can't talk too much shit, seeing as how I shot dope every day of my life for 5 years, but studies have shown that opiates are relatively benign as far as internal bodily harm is concerned.........Meth on the other hand????


8(
 
Angelus said:
this is prolly the last of the warning signs, this may be your last chance. your body simply cant process the large amounts of drugs you are doing. trust me you dont want to die this way, it will be very painful and you will die in a very bad state of mind. but then again you may not die, you may just have a stroke and loose control over your body, or loose half your brain, can you imagine what a living hell that would be?
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That happened to my uncle, he can't move his lower body or talk.

Howcome my body can't handle it? I know a dealer that does a teener a day been going 4 years, how does he survive :(
 
^ Exactly. Just because one person can do a certain amount of drugs and be fine, doesn't mean that you can do the same thing. You need to quit using drugs for a while, and let your body heal, before you ever even think about using drugs again. If you continue on with your current use, you are going to have a very poor quality of life, if you manage to survive at all.
 
i wanted to add something(even if this has hapened long time ago)
well when i stupidly shot concerta i got that same thing as you but i just passed out and woke up again (whit the needle in the arm) and i too had terrible pain in my chest
i decides to go to the hostital and they gave me IV fentanyl :)
they also told my i had a heart attack i should stay in the hospital for a week
So if you pass out and wake up with a painfull chest GET THE FUCK TO THE ER!!!
and never ever do something foolisch again because you have 50% chance you wont wake up again!!!
please dont do it again!!
 
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