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ABout 3 weeks ago, i rolled, popped 2 mollys, one 2 hours after the first one. I was drinking water through the night to prevent dehydration. At one point i felt really bad and started to have what i believe is a panic attack. I felt my mouth super dry, my head was cramping, my heart was racing and felt my body changing temperatures super fast. Luckily for me, i was with friends who helped me out and told me to just calm down, went by the bar and chilled for like 20 minutes. I felt like if i was about to pass out and have a seizure or heart attack. I've had rolled like 5 times before that, but never experienced anything like that.
2 days after, i wasnt feeling great, but i felt good enough to hit the gym. While at the gym i experienced my heart racing fast and i felt dizzy and my brain was cramping, i felt like if i was in a daze the whole time. I couldnt walk right, but i made it to the bathroom and sat down. I ended up calling 911 because i really thought i was going to pass out. They ran tests on me and everything came back clear. no heart problems or anything. For obvious reasons, couldnt mention i had popped mollies. After that, i stopped going to the gym for 3 weeks and was feeling almost normal, until yesterday.
I was out with some friends at a bar and the loud music just started to make me feel anxious. i started feeling tingly all over my body, the the weird brain cramping, heart racing, i could feel it really loud. I had to leave right away because i was feeling dizzy already. To be honest, all this time i was feeling kinda spaced out, not normal.
I've never experienced anything like this before, i;ve heard this happens to some people, but i never had these symptoms before in my life.
Can anyone help me? what can this be?
 
MDMA can put strain on your CNS. You could also factor in that some unknown adulterants caused you some harm. Many people experience panic attacks after injecting MDMA. You've induced a release of many neaurotransmitters. Give your body and brain some time to reach homeostasis. All you have are symptoms of anxiety causing you hypercondria.
 
^ Pretty good advice there.


There really isn't anything to be worried about, it's your worrying that is causing the worrrying lol. Just relax man, no it's not permanent, it will go away eventually. You're probably just low on serotonin, I've noticed after a hard night of rolling my BP tends to get really low and I almost have to worry about fainting.... I get very dizzy when I stand up as well. Serotonin helps our body keep itself in line and operating normally, so when you get to very low points of 5-HT it can be hard for you body to do simple things like regulate body temperature, blood flow and emotions.




Go back to the gym man, start eating healthy (a diet high in L-Tryptophan) and get out in the sun. These are all things that will help your brain recover quicker. Also, stay away from "molly" for quite sometime. A few month break at the least, it sounds like you really need some time to rest and give your body the time it needs to recover the serotonin that was lost.



Don't worry, I'm sure you'll be feeling mostly as good as new in a few weeks of healthy living and abstinence from drugs
 
Thanks a lot guys... Its just the fact that i cant enjoy a day since i rolled and had a bad trip. Another day that i forgot to mention, is that my eyes are very sensitive to the sun. Every time i get out and there is sun, i tend to feel dizzy and my eyes get swollen.. weird sensation, like if i was high.
I do smoke weed, prob about once a week, i havent felt any negative effects when im high. Should i take any supplements that might help me recover faster? i mean, its been 3 weeks.
Thanks a lot guys, super helpful and some true advice.
 
I don't like supplements.. they are sketchy. Untested chemicals that people will say can do ANYTHING, reminds me of snake oil and patent medicines lol.



Just eat a healthy diet man, you can do the same as supplements will, but do it in a much safer, balanced and natural way. Look up the "E diet" posted by Darksidedsam... it's a great diet to help get serotonin production flowing again.




It sounds like your "molly" was a drug other than MDMA though. Piperazines or "bath salts" can lead to some pretty nasty reactions. I recommend you get a reagent kit if you ever want to roll again, it will tell you if you have the love drug (MDMA) or something NASTY that should never be taken by humans.



Don't worry though man, time heals all wounds :)
 
Put it down to experience.
Be more careful next time.
Time does heal wounds, but sometimes the scar will stay for a long time ...
This I know from experience.
 
Yes messed up for life, hell and damnation are your only saviour.....sorry!
 
I ended up calling 911 because i really thought i was going to pass out. They ran tests on me and everything came back clear. no heart problems or anything. For obvious reasons, couldnt mention i had popped mollies.
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you should have been honest imo, for your own benefit and peace of mind.
im sure you will be fine. as others have said lead a healthy lifestyle and try not to stress. if symptoms persist see a doc and tell the truth.
all the best.
 
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