Altered Perception
Bluelighter
This is only the second time I've tried crystal meth and I am concerned what I got this time may not be meth. Its already ruined my lungs from just one single toke so I need to figure out if its legit before I go dumping it down the toilet.
The first time I tried meth was about 2 months ago and what I got was clear glass like shards and it tasted slightly bitter but more salty and in melted clear in the pipe and recrystallized without leaving too much stain in the pipe other than just one streak of condensation towards the mouth piece.
But this time the stuff I got looks fairly similar, its dry, hard, clear crystals largest one is around the size of this smiley face --->![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
But this time there is a MAJOR difference in taste, strength, the feel and the way it smokes.
This stuff, what ever it is, is super super super potent. I am so lucky that I only tried a minuscule amount on my tongue or anymore than that and I may not be here right now.
Because I have some serious health problems and a chemical sensitivity, I'm very cautious with testing only a small amount first. The flake of meth I tried was so small I had to use tweezers to pick it up. To be even more precise, the flake was identical to the size of an average flea or this coma symbol ---> ,
I put it on my tongue not expecting to taste something so small and my god was I wrong. It was like battery acid, it tasted of pure BITTER chemical. There was no salty taste like the previous batch of meth I had tried.
The taste was enough to concern me so I decided to wait without taking anymore. It burnt my throat swallowing my saliva which only contained that flea size granual. And then an hour later I got acid reflux and stomach pains and began to feel really overheated, my hands and feet became icy cold which is kind of normal reaction of stimulants for me because I have some health problems. When mum called me to dinner I couldn't eat as I had completely lost my appetite. I continued to overheat to the point that I had to sit under the cold shower. My head and face was especially hot and my pupils were huge. But the gear made me feel very horny so a part of me thinks it might be some sort of stimulant?
I couldn't understand how such an insignificantly small speck at the bottom of the bag could cause such a reaction. Most people would have tossed the bag out without bothering with such a tiny dot of residue.
The next day I was real curious to see if infact I had felt something from such a tiny speck, so I took another flea sized flake from the broken shards at the bottom of the bag, again I had the same reaction but this time I noticed that my throat and tongue had become very irritated. It tastes very bitter and corrosive.
The third day I put it in several flea sized pieces into to a pipe to see what would happen. It seemed to melt okay and recrystallize, but I didn't see much smoke so I decided to keep the light on it for longer and then it suddenly turned brown. It does melt clear but it if you hold the lighter on a fraction longer it burns much more easily than the previous meth I tried. Inside the pipe was also a mess, full of patterns and weird foggy condensation stains which did not happen with my previous meth experience.
Then I made a bad decision to inhale the smoke. It was only a tiny bit of smoke but right away it burnt real bad and my entire mouth, throat and air ways became extremely dry. It instantly dried me up of all mucus and I couldnt even swallow as I had no saliva. My lungs started to burn and hurt and I felt like I was gasping for air. I immediately smashed my glass pipe and threw it out to remind myself I would never smoke it again. But my lungs and throat have continued to bother me since that single toke yesterday. I even woke up at 6 am to find I was unable to breathe and contemplated going to hospital. My chest hurts when i breathe and there is a wheezing sound and my throat and airways feel irritated.
And this was all from one single toke on a tiny piece of flake. I dont know what the hell this stuff is but I have never come across anything more disturbingly potent and corrosive. I can't figure out whether it is extremely pure or contaminated. It blows my mind that just one single flea sized speck could tweak me but at the same time it feels contaminated due to being so bitter and corrosive to mucus membranes and all the stains it left in the pipe. Even if it was just pure sulphuric acid I can't imagine it being so active at the size of a dust particle. I cant make any sense of this thing. As it stands I cant even use anymore of it cause its already fucked up my throat, stomach, tongue, and lungs in 3 days. I am really confused and starting to doubt that its even meth.
it cost $200 for just a single 0.1g point as i was told it was very high quality gear. but it seems like its very light in density because there is around 30 crystal in just one point bag. But I am ready to flush it into the sewers as I cant do anything with it. I would appreciate any speculations on what this stuff is.
EDIT> I am worried about the pain in my lungs and throat and I keep wondering if it will heal from this? I keep telling myself it was just a one time single inhalation but the reaction it caused feels much more severe. Could it also be that my body is not used to smoking or is the gear to blame?
The first time I tried meth was about 2 months ago and what I got was clear glass like shards and it tasted slightly bitter but more salty and in melted clear in the pipe and recrystallized without leaving too much stain in the pipe other than just one streak of condensation towards the mouth piece.
But this time the stuff I got looks fairly similar, its dry, hard, clear crystals largest one is around the size of this smiley face --->
But this time there is a MAJOR difference in taste, strength, the feel and the way it smokes.
This stuff, what ever it is, is super super super potent. I am so lucky that I only tried a minuscule amount on my tongue or anymore than that and I may not be here right now.
Because I have some serious health problems and a chemical sensitivity, I'm very cautious with testing only a small amount first. The flake of meth I tried was so small I had to use tweezers to pick it up. To be even more precise, the flake was identical to the size of an average flea or this coma symbol ---> ,
I put it on my tongue not expecting to taste something so small and my god was I wrong. It was like battery acid, it tasted of pure BITTER chemical. There was no salty taste like the previous batch of meth I had tried.
The taste was enough to concern me so I decided to wait without taking anymore. It burnt my throat swallowing my saliva which only contained that flea size granual. And then an hour later I got acid reflux and stomach pains and began to feel really overheated, my hands and feet became icy cold which is kind of normal reaction of stimulants for me because I have some health problems. When mum called me to dinner I couldn't eat as I had completely lost my appetite. I continued to overheat to the point that I had to sit under the cold shower. My head and face was especially hot and my pupils were huge. But the gear made me feel very horny so a part of me thinks it might be some sort of stimulant?
I couldn't understand how such an insignificantly small speck at the bottom of the bag could cause such a reaction. Most people would have tossed the bag out without bothering with such a tiny dot of residue.
The next day I was real curious to see if infact I had felt something from such a tiny speck, so I took another flea sized flake from the broken shards at the bottom of the bag, again I had the same reaction but this time I noticed that my throat and tongue had become very irritated. It tastes very bitter and corrosive.
The third day I put it in several flea sized pieces into to a pipe to see what would happen. It seemed to melt okay and recrystallize, but I didn't see much smoke so I decided to keep the light on it for longer and then it suddenly turned brown. It does melt clear but it if you hold the lighter on a fraction longer it burns much more easily than the previous meth I tried. Inside the pipe was also a mess, full of patterns and weird foggy condensation stains which did not happen with my previous meth experience.
Then I made a bad decision to inhale the smoke. It was only a tiny bit of smoke but right away it burnt real bad and my entire mouth, throat and air ways became extremely dry. It instantly dried me up of all mucus and I couldnt even swallow as I had no saliva. My lungs started to burn and hurt and I felt like I was gasping for air. I immediately smashed my glass pipe and threw it out to remind myself I would never smoke it again. But my lungs and throat have continued to bother me since that single toke yesterday. I even woke up at 6 am to find I was unable to breathe and contemplated going to hospital. My chest hurts when i breathe and there is a wheezing sound and my throat and airways feel irritated.
And this was all from one single toke on a tiny piece of flake. I dont know what the hell this stuff is but I have never come across anything more disturbingly potent and corrosive. I can't figure out whether it is extremely pure or contaminated. It blows my mind that just one single flea sized speck could tweak me but at the same time it feels contaminated due to being so bitter and corrosive to mucus membranes and all the stains it left in the pipe. Even if it was just pure sulphuric acid I can't imagine it being so active at the size of a dust particle. I cant make any sense of this thing. As it stands I cant even use anymore of it cause its already fucked up my throat, stomach, tongue, and lungs in 3 days. I am really confused and starting to doubt that its even meth.
it cost $200 for just a single 0.1g point as i was told it was very high quality gear. but it seems like its very light in density because there is around 30 crystal in just one point bag. But I am ready to flush it into the sewers as I cant do anything with it. I would appreciate any speculations on what this stuff is.
EDIT> I am worried about the pain in my lungs and throat and I keep wondering if it will heal from this? I keep telling myself it was just a one time single inhalation but the reaction it caused feels much more severe. Could it also be that my body is not used to smoking or is the gear to blame?
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