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Did Ecstasy change your life? MERGED

Has MDMA been beneficial in your life?

  • Yes

    Votes: 105 74.5%

  • No

    Votes: 22 15.6%

  • Other

    Votes: 14 9.9%
  • Total voters
    141
Definitely not, when i first used e I thought it was amazing. After getting some more experience I realized how cheap and dirty it began to feel. To me, e is a very superficial high. I havent really ever abused e either. Just used maybe 20 or so times over 2 and a half years. I do think it was fun though and I would still dabble maybe once a year or so. I never felt compelled to use on a weekly basis. I cant stand the idea of being e-tarded. I just was more turned on by lsd, and e never came close for me.
 
It has definitely changed my life for the better. A little back ground to understand how.... I tried it for the first time at the age of 30. (Yep, I'm an old fart). At that point in my life things were pretty set. Same job, same bills, same day after day. To change things up I moved to a new state. I was happy with my fiance, and the prospect of a new life together. Well, work did not happen right away. Stress stepped in. The work that I did find was the same ol job, but less pay. Life became REAL serious all of a sudden. It wasn't just my life any more either, I was ruining our lives. I felt terrible pressure.

The night we took E together was my first time. I had that "everything is wonderful" feeling..... It was a true reminder of how to be happy. A real reminder that joy is out there.

We try and make it an annual trip. In the middle of winter things get pretty depressing. The short days, too cold to do anything outside, day after day..... It really gives you a day to look forward to. Like a cheap vacation. One that breaks the depression (which I suffer from in a milder sense than some)
 
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Here, here!! My husband and I have been rolling for about a year and a half. I'm 34, he's 36. I, however, am NOT an old fart! =) MDMA has changed our lives for the better in so many ways. My husband is no longer a control freak, and, believe it or not, my anxiety disorder has gotten better. I have a better relationship with my 14 yr old son, I get along with my mother in law, and I just have an overall better perspective of live in general. Thank you MDMA!!
 
First for the better, because of the clarity and openness of it all.

Then for the worse, because of the abuse and skewed view of everything that I got.

I still do this drug sometimes.
Even when I don't really plan on it.
 
For me it was acid since trippin lead me to rolling. Actually, I was just tripping for several months before I wanted to roll since acid was the 1st real drug I tried. Then I would say smoking weed every day helped me be more positive, then maybe e.
 
Triforce said:
no. i like the ecstasy high and all but it's just another high to me and never understood when people tout it as an amazing eye opener. there has been only one drug that has changed my life and opened my eyes and that's LSD.
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I find this a tad strange. I mean, I thought you might have had a good point until you finished with this:

Triforce said:
there has been only one drug that has changed my life and opened my eyes and that's LSD.
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LSD is a drug, you believe has changed your life and opened your eyes. How could you really 'not understand' how people could feel a similar way about some other drug (namely, MDMA)?
 
Just re-reading all these posts is amazing. I enjoy (what seems to be) the open an honest answers here.

s.
 
yes it has.i use to be shy and kept to my self.
but after i rolled,i knew thats how i should be more open
and talkitive(not extermly talkitive ;) ) and it changed the way i viewed life.
so most def yes=D
 
Ecstasy definitely changed my life.

In '03, one of my best friends was killed. I was destroyed. That same year, my Mom's boyfriend, who I loved like a second father, died of cancer. I didn't know what to do. I was just spiraling down. Not only that, but up to that point in my life, I had been a very shy, very introverted individual who was completely confused about himself. Taking MDMA for the first time changed all that.

Suddenly, I felt like a little kid again. It brought me back to that innocent happiness that I felt as a little child running around in the backyard of my parents' house with my favorite toys in hand. All these negative concepts, like hate, fear, suffering, greed -- I wondered why they even existed. I was suddenly appalled that people actually felt and furthered these terrible things, when one could actually feel as good as I felt while rolling. I saw the underlying beauty in life, and I realized that there was no need to ever be afraid ever again. I realized that the people I had lost would have wanted me to continue on, and I could be successful and be happy in a tribute to their memory. In addition to all of this, I remembered a ton of previously repressed memories, and I realized that I had been bisexual my entire life, and it was okay. I didn't have to deny it anymore. I just woke up, essentially.

I feel like I began a new chapter in my life that started the first time I did ecstasy. Ever since, I have been such a different person, in a good way. I'm more confident in myself. I'm more social. And, this is all while sober! MDMA really helped me sort out issues in my head. I'm definitely a success story with the therapeutic benefits of MDMA. I'm glad more official research is being done with this drug lately.
 
Indelibleface said:
Ecstasy definitely changed my life.

In '03, one of my best friends was killed. I was destroyed. That same year, my Mom's boyfriend, who I loved like a second father, died of cancer. I didn't know what to do. I was just spiraling down. Not only that, but up to that point in my life, I had been a very shy, very introverted individual who was completely confused about himself. Taking MDMA for the first time changed all that.

Suddenly, I felt like a little kid again. It brought me back to that innocent happiness that I felt as a little child running around in the backyard of my parents' house with my favorite toys in hand. All these negative concepts, like hate, fear, suffering, greed -- I wondered why they even existed. I was suddenly appalled that people actually felt and furthered these terrible things, when one could actually feel as good as I felt while rolling. I saw the underlying beauty in life, and I realized that there was no need to ever be afraid ever again. I realized that the people I had lost would have wanted me to continue on, and I could be successful and be happy in a tribute to their memory. In addition to all of this, I remembered a ton of previously repressed memories, and I realized that I had been bisexual my entire life, and it was okay. I didn't have to deny it anymore. I just woke up, essentially.

I feel like I began a new chapter in my life that started the first time I did ecstasy. Ever since, I have been such a different person, in a good way. I'm more confident in myself. I'm more social. And, this is all while sober! MDMA really helped me sort out issues in my head. I'm definitely a success story with the therapeutic benefits of MDMA. I'm glad more official research is being done with this drug lately.
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Great post. :)
 
Yea its changed mine, brought me out of my 'shell' im a more happier confident person since when i didnt drop, so yea it has but now ive quit sort off.. im finding it hard not to drop again..
 
Indelibleface,

Yours is probably the best post i have ever read of the benefits of ecstasy (or any drug for that matter). Thanks for sharing. :)

S.
 
Indelibleface said:
Ecstasy definitely changed my life.

In '03, one of my best friends was killed. I was destroyed. That same year, my Mom's boyfriend, who I loved like a second father, died of cancer. I didn't know what to do. I was just spiraling down. Not only that, but up to that point in my life, I had been a very shy, very introverted individual who was completely confused about himself. Taking MDMA for the first time changed all that.

Suddenly, I felt like a little kid again. It brought me back to that innocent happiness that I felt as a little child running around in the backyard of my parents' house with my favorite toys in hand. All these negative concepts, like hate, fear, suffering, greed -- I wondered why they even existed. I was suddenly appalled that people actually felt and furthered these terrible things, when one could actually feel as good as I felt while rolling. I saw the underlying beauty in life, and I realized that there was no need to ever be afraid ever again. I realized that the people I had lost would have wanted me to continue on, and I could be successful and be happy in a tribute to their memory. In addition to all of this, I remembered a ton of previously repressed memories, and I realized that I had been bisexual my entire life, and it was okay. I didn't have to deny it anymore. I just woke up, essentially.

I feel like I began a new chapter in my life that started the first time I did ecstasy. Ever since, I have been such a different person, in a good way. I'm more confident in myself. I'm more social. And, this is all while sober! MDMA really helped me sort out issues in my head. I'm definitely a success story with the therapeutic benefits of MDMA. I'm glad more official research is being done with this drug lately.
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Great Post!!!! MDMA was so powerful and helped me in many ways as you have said.Daaaaaaaaam this is great stuff!!!<3 :) :D =D
 
It has, after feeling such a intense feeling of happiness, I want to feel it all the time. Who doesn't? Whenever I hear a certain song play, I get a tingling sensation still on the back of my neck still. I'm more passionate when I have sex, and actually go at it for long periods. There have been bad sides too, but hey... life is about focusing on the positives.
 
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