It's always been kinda inconsistent for me. If I'm really aroused I can hit 7.5 (bone pressed, it'd look shorter if I was pudgy). But I generally barely hit 7 now, and my libido is like destroyed from my mental health falling apart. I might need to try buspirone, that stuff reverses anti-depressant induced libido loss, though I still think it has more to do with stress and PTSD. Buspirone helped my libido when I was on Prozac in the past, it's well known for causing this, and I believe it even improves orgasms in females.
I also had a cyst removed from my testicle skin in February 2021 and ever since then I have difficulty urinating and my dick is like curved in a weird way, so he botched something, and I think even this negatively impacts my libido because I can't ejaculate as well as I could before. I'm seeing a urologist soon and hope things can be fixed up. I'd been scheduled to see one but they only do the shit on Thursday for some reason in the morning and I work in the morning, so I'll probably have to do a shift swap or something.
I take amitryptaline at the moment which probably isn't helping, but I wouldn't think that reduces libido as much as SSRIs or SNRIs. I didn't even find molly to be much of an aphrodisiac when I took it in August for my first time (had stopped the amitryptaline a week prior to avoid any kind of SS issues and whatnot). But I sure did want to talk to everyone on the planet and felt such an incredible connection with nature. Then again it was a sausage party, just jamming, getting high, listening to music at my brothers bachelor party.
The funny thing is even though I'm larger than average, I've seen so much porn with fat shlongs that it doesn't look big to me at all. I do have some body dysmorphia though. My hands are absolutely massive and yet I see people with smaller hands and think they look bigger. It's strange.
This "max size" I haven't reached in awhile. My libido has been so low this year that I've had sex like, twice. I'm single because my previous gf was witnessing me mentally break down and couldn't deal with it. I didn't take it too hard, I've been so concerned over my health. I've barely masturbated at all this year either, maybe 10 times? Idk. Nothing will ever compare to a time years back when I didn't do it for a few months and was having like a 1 hour orgasm. The kind of thing people who do molly say they experience and then nothing will ever live up to that again, but I was just baked.
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