Hi motion, hope this helps buddy. My general views on valium are as follows. A few years ago when working, I felt a constricting feeling across my chest. Subsequently after seeing the Doctor, he said I had some kind of anxiety, so he prescribed Valium 5mg. They work wonders don't get me wrong, but it got to the stage where if I was at work and I knew I was going to run out of pills before my shift ended, I would go to the docs on my lunch break and usually spend the whole lunch break waiting to see him instead of having a normal lunch like normal ppl. I could not work or do normal things without having to pop these babies. I was probably taking anywhere from 4 or 5 to 8 of these a day. Packs come in 50's and that would be lucky to last me 2 weeks. The trouble with this is that you are told to take say 2 a day, and when they run out well b4 that time, your doc isn't stupid and just thinks, shit I got this poor cunt on these to begin with, better tell him to slow down a bit, but they still gave em to me reluctantly. In the end, one doctor looked at my records and said, shit dude you bee taking these for like 8-12 months, I'm not giving you anymore, and I tell ya, I went spacco in the docs office. I told him to get fucked, that's how hooked I was. Anyway, I managed to get another box and decided to ween myself off them based on the fact that I wouldnt get them anymore. This worked for me because after the episode in the office, it really made me think that I was an addict. It felt terrible. Anyway, I got off em and havent used since.
However, recently I've been having family probs and the thought crossed my mind to get more but after reasoning with myself, I have decided against it. I have way too much of an addictive personality.
I still get anxious and stuff now, but decide to try to keep that under control with a few beers. lol. It's a lot better being an alco than a pill popper. Don't get me wrong, I like my eckies, but only in moderation. 6 or 7 times this whole year is all I've gone MD.
Use your drug for it's intended purpose. Your jaw is sore, when it's not sore anymore, cease use for your own good man.
Hope I was of help.