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Last night I was given a reasonable amount of Diazepam powder to try out. It came as fluffy white powder. No realy notiable smell.
After reading around online I decided to start with a 25mg dose, seeing as my scales are only accurate to 0.01g I measured out 100mg and then divided it by eye. I had been drinking very heavily for the last three days and still had a bit of a hangover coupled with some mild anxiety...
t + 0.00 Mixed up 20mg with some water and drank it, not a very plesent taste, but I knew that soon I would not be totally sober so I didn't care
I was playing a counter strike match online with some friends and as soon as I dosed we started.
t+ 0.30 I was deffinitely feeling a little different, there was no panic when multiple enemys were onscreen. Usually I would just get overwhelmed and shoot in the middle of them but the drug seemed to help me play quite a bit better.
t+ 1.00 The feelings had grown into quite a nice chilled relaxed state so I did what I always do and redosed again with another 20mg.
t+ 1.30 My motor skill were deffinitely impared quite a bit as at one point I decided to go and get a cup of water and knocked over a few things. Obviously by this point playing an FPS on the pc was out of the question.
t+ 2.00 Pretty much just more of the same, I felt nice and relaxed. Decided to redose again with another 20mg. Ambient dubstep music was very chilling and I decided to lie in bed with it on and chill out. Pretty sure I fell asleep within minutes.
t+ 4.00 One of my housemates burst into my room waking me up which was a horrible experience, eventually I managed to get her to leave and being the crackfiend that I am I thought I may aswell just take the remaining 40mg that was left cut out on the CD. (yes I know, this was totally pointless)
Having gone to bet at 12pm (T+ 2.00) I woke up Fifteen hours later still feeling quite out of it. I rushed up to go to my lessons which were not even on because I had misread my timetable in my intoxicated state
It is half past 4 now and after a few cups of coffee I am feeling pretty much totally with it again.
Overall I am quite happy with this chemical, it is dirt cheap and seems to have a wide range of uses (even if most of them are just to combat negatives of other drugs / lifestyles).
Now if only I could get my hands on some shorter acting benzos...
EDIT Thought I would give this a little update as I kind of kept taking the drug for longer than expected 'shock horror', and basically managed to munch my way through a whole gram in a week with no tolerance.
I am quite sure that a lot of it probably fell onto the floor/my face (yes I did manage to fall asleep at my desk once ) It was a fun week, which, as I am a student, meant that I was forced to combine it with quite large quantities of alcohol. This did not seem like too much of a problem as I can drink far too much alcohol anyway. There were a few occasions when I was sitting in a pub with my arm resting on other peoples laps and not even noticing and the like...
Decided to stop as I need to get a few RL things under control so stopped taking the drug completely and did notice pretty much instant irritability from the lack of the benzo. I was not taking it at any particular interval, just whenever I was bored (read as should have been revising).
From now on I think I will just be using this to com down off stims, or if I fancy falling around the house like a drunken idiot occasionally
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_diazepam
substancecode_benzos
substancecode_gabaergics
explevel_firsttime
exptype_positive
exptype_addiction
roacode_oral
After reading around online I decided to start with a 25mg dose, seeing as my scales are only accurate to 0.01g I measured out 100mg and then divided it by eye. I had been drinking very heavily for the last three days and still had a bit of a hangover coupled with some mild anxiety...
t + 0.00 Mixed up 20mg with some water and drank it, not a very plesent taste, but I knew that soon I would not be totally sober so I didn't care
I was playing a counter strike match online with some friends and as soon as I dosed we started.t+ 0.30 I was deffinitely feeling a little different, there was no panic when multiple enemys were onscreen. Usually I would just get overwhelmed and shoot in the middle of them but the drug seemed to help me play quite a bit better.
t+ 1.00 The feelings had grown into quite a nice chilled relaxed state so I did what I always do and redosed again with another 20mg.
t+ 1.30 My motor skill were deffinitely impared quite a bit as at one point I decided to go and get a cup of water and knocked over a few things. Obviously by this point playing an FPS on the pc was out of the question.
t+ 2.00 Pretty much just more of the same, I felt nice and relaxed. Decided to redose again with another 20mg. Ambient dubstep music was very chilling and I decided to lie in bed with it on and chill out. Pretty sure I fell asleep within minutes.
t+ 4.00 One of my housemates burst into my room waking me up which was a horrible experience, eventually I managed to get her to leave and being the crackfiend that I am I thought I may aswell just take the remaining 40mg that was left cut out on the CD. (yes I know, this was totally pointless)
Having gone to bet at 12pm (T+ 2.00) I woke up Fifteen hours later still feeling quite out of it. I rushed up to go to my lessons which were not even on because I had misread my timetable in my intoxicated state
It is half past 4 now and after a few cups of coffee I am feeling pretty much totally with it again.Overall I am quite happy with this chemical, it is dirt cheap and seems to have a wide range of uses (even if most of them are just to combat negatives of other drugs / lifestyles).
Now if only I could get my hands on some shorter acting benzos...
EDIT Thought I would give this a little update as I kind of kept taking the drug for longer than expected 'shock horror', and basically managed to munch my way through a whole gram in a week with no tolerance.
I am quite sure that a lot of it probably fell onto the floor/my face (yes I did manage to fall asleep at my desk once
) It was a fun week, which, as I am a student, meant that I was forced to combine it with quite large quantities of alcohol. This did not seem like too much of a problem as I can drink far too much alcohol anyway. There were a few occasions when I was sitting in a pub with my arm resting on other peoples laps and not even noticing and the like...Decided to stop as I need to get a few RL things under control so stopped taking the drug completely and did notice pretty much instant irritability from the lack of the benzo. I was not taking it at any particular interval, just whenever I was bored (read as should have been revising).
From now on I think I will just be using this to com down off stims, or if I fancy falling around the house like a drunken idiot occasionally
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_diazepam
substancecode_benzos
substancecode_gabaergics
explevel_firsttime
exptype_positive
exptype_addiction
roacode_oral
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