50shadesofDave
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Hi folks, just wondered if i got this down on 'paper' for others to view, i may find a pearl of wisdom from somewhere.
What's happened has been all my own fault of course.
for the last 3-4 years i have been taking diazepam off script, it started when i bought some in Thailand, my digs were on koh san road and struggled with sleeping, went to the pharmacy and ended up walking out with a box of hundred and they were just what i needed in Thailand, although only had used 1 strip during my entire month out there.
I did the daft thing and brought them home, i spent the next six months using them from time to time, never consecutive and did'nt have a problem when they ran out. Around 3 years ago i was offered some of the legit Bensedins and since that time my use went to 30mg each evening. Three weeks ago i was sent dodgy pills for the first time, Bromazolam i think, but really low/random doses. So into cold turkey i went. I've not left the house in three weeks.
I don't drink alcohol but when i have been getting close to a fit or shaking to bad to handle i have been downing the odd can of lager which seems to calm me down.
I have been taking l-theanine and cbd, but just wondered if there's a better alternative any of you have had success with. Probably does'nt help i forgot to pick my dhc xr script up so C/T from that too.
I'm not bothered about the dhc though as they were for my cruciate (acl) damage and struggle to wear steel toe cap boots, i've been out of work for a month and don't suffer pain. Would anyone recommend them for withdrawals? I'm in the uk and telling the doc is no good as they won't ptescribe any benzo and i don't want the record.
Apologies for the incoherant ramble.
Thank you for reading.
Any advice welcome.
What's happened has been all my own fault of course.
for the last 3-4 years i have been taking diazepam off script, it started when i bought some in Thailand, my digs were on koh san road and struggled with sleeping, went to the pharmacy and ended up walking out with a box of hundred and they were just what i needed in Thailand, although only had used 1 strip during my entire month out there.
I did the daft thing and brought them home, i spent the next six months using them from time to time, never consecutive and did'nt have a problem when they ran out. Around 3 years ago i was offered some of the legit Bensedins and since that time my use went to 30mg each evening. Three weeks ago i was sent dodgy pills for the first time, Bromazolam i think, but really low/random doses. So into cold turkey i went. I've not left the house in three weeks.
I don't drink alcohol but when i have been getting close to a fit or shaking to bad to handle i have been downing the odd can of lager which seems to calm me down.
I have been taking l-theanine and cbd, but just wondered if there's a better alternative any of you have had success with. Probably does'nt help i forgot to pick my dhc xr script up so C/T from that too.
I'm not bothered about the dhc though as they were for my cruciate (acl) damage and struggle to wear steel toe cap boots, i've been out of work for a month and don't suffer pain. Would anyone recommend them for withdrawals? I'm in the uk and telling the doc is no good as they won't ptescribe any benzo and i don't want the record.
Apologies for the incoherant ramble.
Thank you for reading.
Any advice welcome.