Edvard Munch
Bluelighter
Dosage:
1200 milligrams of powdered dextromethorphan
Three pot brownies, weight unknown
Setting:
My room
Let us get to the meat. I am experienced in both substances and I expected nothing abruptly new despite only ingesting both substances at once few and far between.
A wicked suprise came to me.
+ 1hr. and 10 minutes after ingestion I was still completely lucid and listening to the Floyd. At once, a terrible jolt of, what seemed to be the beginning of a panic attack, seized me. My heart now racing, I tried to calm down and engage in my usual activities which helped me through the panic. The feelings of both the dextromethorphan and cannabis was now rushing to my head at an incredible pace, with the usual floating limbs, numb skin and the cannabis's frantic thought pattern.
Something then occured that has never happened: I blacked out and I can't remember how it happened. I wake up, semi-"concious". The next thing I know I'm engaged inside the space of my head with exterior enviorments all moot now. From this concious stand-point I have imploded into a microscopic conciousness that exists entirelly inside neuronal functioning and the biological causations which apply to cellular organisms now are one in the same with my concioussness, and because of this reasoning, my conciousness is now affecting how my nerve cells conduct activity as we are one. The complete neuronal map of my personality is now viewed in biologically fleeting images of head-space as if a roller coaster ride sent me through different systems of my brain to, not examine, but become one and the same of my brain. There is no "outside", seperate of an "inside".
I black out again.
I wake up and I'm a bit more lucid/sober. I can move in purposeful ways, however I cannot stand up properly. I am aware of my sorroundings. My computer now starts acting haywire and running in a completely autonomic state of opening and closing programs without my input, the fan and hard-drive are running at top speed and I fear it may be overheating. Nothing I click or do to the laptop makes it respond to me so I eventually force it to shut off by holding down the power button.
My stereo, tuned to an AM station, now starts going in and out of frequency and static and white noise eventually take over despite my playing with the dial. My stereo ceases to function eventually as if it had no power. I attempt to work my clock radio to an AM station, but there is not a single response. Basically anything that emitts an electromagnetic field is now useless. Soon after, I'm still tripping balls and I'm very confused at what's going on.
I don't recall if I passed out again, but I can't remember anything nor understand how I came to be in my present concioussness. I know I ingested drugs, but any details of my concious progress is gone. This time, however, it feels like hours and hours have passed by. There is a feeling of missing time, and alot of it.
As soon as I sit up in my still mildly dissociative state, my nose starts to bleed. I found this to be very strange. After I finish wiping it off, I look at my watch: "10:20".
"It's morning?" My words conjumbled. I look out my window and it's still dark. I know it's morning, but for some reason darkness is overshadowing the Earth outside my window.
I try playing my radio again. Nothing.
"Oh shit!"
My friends, there could only be one explanation of what was going on:
"A comet hit the Earth!" My reasoning led me to believe that the dust from the comet is now shadowing the Sun, and coupled with the fact that my electronics are faulty, this makes sense. I want to leave my room, but I cannot see straight and my walking is horrendously incoordinated.
I also come to the conclusion that with the evidence presented and the missing time feeling very real that I was abducted by aliens.
"Ooooh, shit ... " I was utterly confused, disoriented and my skin looked and felt a smooth blue and I permeated the very fabric of space-time, and I knew that my physical state of being is the permeation of a very unreal "Matrix" like conciousness.
Slowly, the drugs fleeted themselves from my blood-stream and I regain reasonable concious and cognitive functioning and I drift off to sleep rather unexpectedly.
The next morning, when my head cleared and realized that it was 10:20 PM when I looked at my watch, I went to the bathroom and observed several thin scratches/cuts along my back were discovered. I have no idea how they got there. I still cannot explain the disruption of my electronic equipment nor the scratches on my back. The nose bleed is quite odd too (given I never had an unprovoked nose-bleed in my life before).
Cognitively speaking, the most fucked up confusing trip of paranoia, dissociation and Matrix-like qualities. A very paranormal experience.
1200 milligrams of powdered dextromethorphan
Three pot brownies, weight unknown
Setting:
My room
Let us get to the meat. I am experienced in both substances and I expected nothing abruptly new despite only ingesting both substances at once few and far between.
A wicked suprise came to me.
+ 1hr. and 10 minutes after ingestion I was still completely lucid and listening to the Floyd. At once, a terrible jolt of, what seemed to be the beginning of a panic attack, seized me. My heart now racing, I tried to calm down and engage in my usual activities which helped me through the panic. The feelings of both the dextromethorphan and cannabis was now rushing to my head at an incredible pace, with the usual floating limbs, numb skin and the cannabis's frantic thought pattern.
Something then occured that has never happened: I blacked out and I can't remember how it happened. I wake up, semi-"concious". The next thing I know I'm engaged inside the space of my head with exterior enviorments all moot now. From this concious stand-point I have imploded into a microscopic conciousness that exists entirelly inside neuronal functioning and the biological causations which apply to cellular organisms now are one in the same with my concioussness, and because of this reasoning, my conciousness is now affecting how my nerve cells conduct activity as we are one. The complete neuronal map of my personality is now viewed in biologically fleeting images of head-space as if a roller coaster ride sent me through different systems of my brain to, not examine, but become one and the same of my brain. There is no "outside", seperate of an "inside".
I black out again.
I wake up and I'm a bit more lucid/sober. I can move in purposeful ways, however I cannot stand up properly. I am aware of my sorroundings. My computer now starts acting haywire and running in a completely autonomic state of opening and closing programs without my input, the fan and hard-drive are running at top speed and I fear it may be overheating. Nothing I click or do to the laptop makes it respond to me so I eventually force it to shut off by holding down the power button.
My stereo, tuned to an AM station, now starts going in and out of frequency and static and white noise eventually take over despite my playing with the dial. My stereo ceases to function eventually as if it had no power. I attempt to work my clock radio to an AM station, but there is not a single response. Basically anything that emitts an electromagnetic field is now useless. Soon after, I'm still tripping balls and I'm very confused at what's going on.
I don't recall if I passed out again, but I can't remember anything nor understand how I came to be in my present concioussness. I know I ingested drugs, but any details of my concious progress is gone. This time, however, it feels like hours and hours have passed by. There is a feeling of missing time, and alot of it.
As soon as I sit up in my still mildly dissociative state, my nose starts to bleed. I found this to be very strange. After I finish wiping it off, I look at my watch: "10:20".
"It's morning?" My words conjumbled. I look out my window and it's still dark. I know it's morning, but for some reason darkness is overshadowing the Earth outside my window.
I try playing my radio again. Nothing.
"Oh shit!"
My friends, there could only be one explanation of what was going on:
"A comet hit the Earth!" My reasoning led me to believe that the dust from the comet is now shadowing the Sun, and coupled with the fact that my electronics are faulty, this makes sense. I want to leave my room, but I cannot see straight and my walking is horrendously incoordinated.
I also come to the conclusion that with the evidence presented and the missing time feeling very real that I was abducted by aliens.
"Ooooh, shit ... " I was utterly confused, disoriented and my skin looked and felt a smooth blue and I permeated the very fabric of space-time, and I knew that my physical state of being is the permeation of a very unreal "Matrix" like conciousness.
Slowly, the drugs fleeted themselves from my blood-stream and I regain reasonable concious and cognitive functioning and I drift off to sleep rather unexpectedly.
The next morning, when my head cleared and realized that it was 10:20 PM when I looked at my watch, I went to the bathroom and observed several thin scratches/cuts along my back were discovered. I have no idea how they got there. I still cannot explain the disruption of my electronic equipment nor the scratches on my back. The nose bleed is quite odd too (given I never had an unprovoked nose-bleed in my life before).
Cognitively speaking, the most fucked up confusing trip of paranoia, dissociation and Matrix-like qualities. A very paranormal experience.
10:20pm? know that feeling...get up thinking its the next day but you've really only been tripping for a few hours.