Yeah the low tolerance thing is great for the most part in saving money and the amount of drug I have but also It's bad because if I take too much of anything by only a small amount I start to get really bad anxiety so I have to be careful with the dose of things

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The best thing about Amphetamine is, as a whole, it actually gets BETTER with tolerance. The initial intense euphoria goes away pretty quickly and as soon as this happens you feel no euphoria at all. But as you keep taking it, the euphoria builds back up again and levels off. It won't ever be what it once was, but it's about half or maybe even 2/3rds the initial euphoria.
Here's a diagram I drew of the euphoria over time in MS paint (ignore all the other shit on the page)
Another great thing about tolerance is; as time goes on, the anxiety you get from the AMP gets less and less. As with you, I also had awful anxiety when I started Adderall. I'm diagnosed Bipolar as well as diagnosed with an amassment of anxiety disorders (you can view all of them if you want on my profile page). Adderall made my anxiety so bad when I started it, that little things that normally give you maybe a little anxiety, but exit your mind just as quickly as it enters; were giving me full blown panic attacks about really stupid shit.
The thoughts would usually play out like this - "Mom's watching TV downstairs all by herself.......I wonder if she's lonely? She probably is lonely.....god I feel bad for her...maybe I should go downstairs just to be with her, but if she's already lonely then that means she's already disappointed about the fact that I don't spend a lot of time with her....man I should spend time with mom, she does so much for me and I can't even watch TV with her, she's probably really depressed about it right now! God whats wrong with me!? I could have prevented this! JESUS I'm such an asshole!! I'M THE REASON WHY MOMS DEPRESSED!! Do I do this to other people....I probably do! WHY HAVEN'T I SEEN THIS BEFORE!?!?!? I'M THE ONE THAT'S CAUSING PEOPLE STRESS!!!!!"
After that point, it would usually result in a full blown panic attack and this would happen a couple times a day. The emoticons are great at showing the entire thought process so I'll make use of them.
:D - I would be feeling like this when all of a sudden I would get an idea...

- This idea would lead to a fake realization and then I'd be like this...

- Because of this, it would usually make me feel bad so my mood would drop and I'd be like this...
- I'd then keep adding and adding to that idea so it just kept getting worse and worse until I would feel really bad about myself and usually sorry for someone else so I'd be like this...

- until my thought's would be racing and all my thoughts were extremely anxiety filling and I would feel like this...
8( - after that point it would get to the point where I would panic and literally be saying to myself "NO MORE! NO MORE! NO MORE!" Like this...

- After the panic would end, I would then think to myself "Well that was stupid." and feel like this...

- I'd then remember I was high and the joy from that would build back up so I felt like this...

- which would ultimately result in me feeling like this again
:D - Around two or so hours later, the proccess would start all over again...
This can still happen to me while on my medication, but it's now a rare occurrence.
I got prescribed some shitty SSRI for the anxiety but I really don't want to take it as the last time I took half of one I felt really bad and just completely empty so I'm going to stay away from them forever
You really should give it a chance. I know it's nothing like a benzo but they can help in the long run. I've personally never had any success with SSRI's. I've been on nearly all of them and the only one that improved anything was Paroxetine. But that only improved Depression for me - and it didn't touch my anxiety. However, I've heard some great success stories from the people it has worked for.
As for other things you could try; you could ask your doctor about Buspar. From the things I've heard about that - it give one of two effects. It either work amazingly, or it doesn't work at all. Mirtazapine is the same way. Seroquel could be worth a try; since its mechanism of action is the DIRECT OPPOSITE of that of an Amphetamine, it will terminate almost any anxiety you feel from Dex. However, it will knock you on your ass tired, and it will terminate the high from amphetamine.
Oh another one I forgot to mention is Gabapentin! Gabapentin worked amazingly for my personal anxiety! It turns out that Gabapentin works in a very similar way to a benzo - that's why it's so effective at treating anxiety. However, it no longer works for me. It seems that tolerance rears it's ugly head pretty quickly from it.
I think but I still have codeine/paracetamol pills which I can use instead of benzos Usually I'll just take 3 but if the anxiety is bad i might do CWE on 10 - 13 tablets for probably 80 - 120mg of codeine, depending on how much is lost in the filter and the brand I buy.
Some information that is essential to know is to NEVER take a benzo after taking a stimulant of any kind. It's unlikely, but the incredible strain that this will put on your heart could very possibly cause a heart attack.
Codeine is a much better alternative, however, do not do this often! Taking any opiate, especially when they're so addictive, just so you can relax is incredibly dangerous. Relying on opiates for something like anxiety is one of the best ways to set yourself up with an addiction. If you happen to do it once in awhile, fine. I can't stop you so it is what it is. However, be incredibly alert and cautious so you can stop an addiction before it takes hold.
^If there's a drug out there that you can get away with taking higher doses of safely with a low side-effect profile, Dexedrine is it....It's the best, cleanest stimulant that's ever been IMO...a truly awesome drug!
I absolutely agree! Almost all OTC stimulants are what I would call "dirty energy", comparable to a power plant that burns coal. It provides energy, but it's extremely dirty and polluting. These are the drugs that are legal purely because when abused, they result in extreme consequences (view my Caffeine overdose thread). Caffeine is by far the worst stimulant and, debatably, the worst drug in existence. It always gives me anxiety, always gives me heart palpitations, and I always regret taking it when I do. While practically every other stimulant is better than Caffeine - there are others that fall into this "dirty energy" category.
Pseudoephedrine and Ephedrine are amphetamine and cathinone derivatives, but are still pretty "dirty" feeling. It provides mild stimulation, but when taken in higher doses, it feels pretty similar to caffeine. Phenylephrine is the precursor to adrenaline and has replace ephedrine as the main decongestant. I don't get any effects from it...at all. In higher doses it feels like a regular small dose of caffeine.
Nicotine is actually a pretty good stimulant, and it actually tends to reduce anxiety. But when taken in higher doses, it can induce something coined by literature known as a Nicotine "Overdose". During a nicotine "overdose" you have all the symptoms of a panic attack (extreme sweating, rapid heart beat, lightheadedness, anxiety, etc..) plus you feel like you're about to puke. These tend to last anywhere from 5-10 minutes and usually don't result in you puking (although I have had it happen before). I wouldn't classify Nicotine if it weren't for this feeling. Also this isn't an actual Nicotine overdose. People just call it that because it feels like you're going to die while it's happening. You would have have to smoke around 120 cigarettes at once in order to actually overdose on nicotine.
D-AMP is what I would call "clean energy" comparable to a power plant that uses nuclear energy. What I mean by that is; there are no immediate emissions that result from Dex. You can go years without ever having a problem result from it, and it ultimately provides more energy than those dirty stims. It works, it gets its job done and it does it well. However, if (and that's a big IF) if it fails, the results of it failing are catastrophic. You can never recover from a Dextroamphetamine accident. While an accident resulting from any of the dirty stims is pretty awful at the time, it goes away pretty quickly and everything is back to normal in a week or so. But with a Dex accident - you will be feeling that for the rest of your life.