poppywonderland
Bluelighter
So my thing used to be opiates as scripted by my doctor plus as me abusing them...
so that being said I just don't know the ins and outs of amphetamines/don't have much experience. I've been taking them on and off over the last month, only a few times though to help me study...
so snorted some Dexedrine (30 mg) (my tolerance is naturally high to everything! except marijuana but marijuana makes me miserable and increases my nerve pain 10 fold...
I have only used it maybe 1(x) a week for the 1st three weeks of use and 2 times this week.
I have read that raising the pH of the blood will make it last longer by stopping your kidneys from filtering it out? But I read no where that about it making it take even snorted 12 hours for it to really kick in! So i had taken calcium carbonate a few hours before the amps then again right before i snorted them. Plus at T=0 i also took tagamet, magnesium 750 mg, a multi vitamin 1500 mg dl phenylalaine.
and about 1.5ish hours later I took 2 butabutal pills since around the 2.5 hr mark I start get a nasty tension headache (i am scripted the florinal pills because I get really bad tension headaches anyways)
at T= ~ 3 hrs I took the last ~ 20 mg's I had left because I thought it was just a tolerance issue and I was like well if 30 mg won't do it then 20 mg will do nothing too so might as well try and make it so the 30mg~ isn't a complete waste!
so i notice that unlike normal there was zero euphoria and as per usual I was still super depressed and couldn't concentrate at all... in fact I tried to do the same problem for the whole day (the last one left for my hw set) mostly on only a little off for like 12+ hrs. I normally have a pretty bad brain fog I have fibromyalgia as well as nerve pain. and the fog had not lifted really at all. my heart was a tad increased I could tell but not like what usually happens when i dose the amphetamines. So i decide my tolerance must have really sky rocketed since i do know that tolerance develops fast to amps and decide i should really take a break until my next calculus final comes up.
then just about but slightly more then T=12 + hours later all of the sudden BAM it hits me like a brick wall (but a good one but a little more than I was ready for and a bit more than usual) euphoria, ability to concentrate, enjoying what I am reading, thumping heart and everything... is it the PPI that messed with this?... is it a combo of the basic compound plus the PPI, is it the basic compound alone? Is it just some odd fluke? if it is the calcium carbonate I am surprised that it slowed things down that long... gosh idk
any ideas?
and if this belongs is BDD I'm sorry.. plus just move it, I just thought that maybe the multiple variables make it more complex
Also I took my Scripted lyrica (300mg) and .75 mg of xanax to sleep because I obviously could not from the stimulation and I have woken up still focused but not jittery. Normally when I do such I think I cannot wake up because at that point I am crashing (the night and some in the morning) and I wake up very depressed (lack of dopamine) but I am feeling better than I have in years and I have focus and no brain fog which normally the lyrica makes me just plain gone on to another planet. So I just don't understand how I could still be feeling the amphetamines positive effects...
so that being said I just don't know the ins and outs of amphetamines/don't have much experience. I've been taking them on and off over the last month, only a few times though to help me study...
so snorted some Dexedrine (30 mg) (my tolerance is naturally high to everything! except marijuana but marijuana makes me miserable and increases my nerve pain 10 fold...
I have only used it maybe 1(x) a week for the 1st three weeks of use and 2 times this week.
I have read that raising the pH of the blood will make it last longer by stopping your kidneys from filtering it out? But I read no where that about it making it take even snorted 12 hours for it to really kick in! So i had taken calcium carbonate a few hours before the amps then again right before i snorted them. Plus at T=0 i also took tagamet, magnesium 750 mg, a multi vitamin 1500 mg dl phenylalaine.
and about 1.5ish hours later I took 2 butabutal pills since around the 2.5 hr mark I start get a nasty tension headache (i am scripted the florinal pills because I get really bad tension headaches anyways)
at T= ~ 3 hrs I took the last ~ 20 mg's I had left because I thought it was just a tolerance issue and I was like well if 30 mg won't do it then 20 mg will do nothing too so might as well try and make it so the 30mg~ isn't a complete waste!
so i notice that unlike normal there was zero euphoria and as per usual I was still super depressed and couldn't concentrate at all... in fact I tried to do the same problem for the whole day (the last one left for my hw set) mostly on only a little off for like 12+ hrs. I normally have a pretty bad brain fog I have fibromyalgia as well as nerve pain. and the fog had not lifted really at all. my heart was a tad increased I could tell but not like what usually happens when i dose the amphetamines. So i decide my tolerance must have really sky rocketed since i do know that tolerance develops fast to amps and decide i should really take a break until my next calculus final comes up.
then just about but slightly more then T=12 + hours later all of the sudden BAM it hits me like a brick wall (but a good one but a little more than I was ready for and a bit more than usual) euphoria, ability to concentrate, enjoying what I am reading, thumping heart and everything... is it the PPI that messed with this?... is it a combo of the basic compound plus the PPI, is it the basic compound alone? Is it just some odd fluke? if it is the calcium carbonate I am surprised that it slowed things down that long... gosh idk
any ideas?
and if this belongs is BDD I'm sorry.. plus just move it, I just thought that maybe the multiple variables make it more complex
Also I took my Scripted lyrica (300mg) and .75 mg of xanax to sleep because I obviously could not from the stimulation and I have woken up still focused but not jittery. Normally when I do such I think I cannot wake up because at that point I am crashing (the night and some in the morning) and I wake up very depressed (lack of dopamine) but I am feeling better than I have in years and I have focus and no brain fog which normally the lyrica makes me just plain gone on to another planet. So I just don't understand how I could still be feeling the amphetamines positive effects...
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