I have taken 30 mgs of dexedrine daily for the past 9 months. I've decided i no longer want to use stimulants, the side effect to benefit ratio is no longer favourable. Feel scattered and a mess even with an otherwise healthy lifestyle. I've heard alsorts of horror stories of people battling fatigue, lethargy, and lack of motivation for months on end subsequent to ceasing use. Possibly the result of dopamine downregulation? Some level of neurotoxicity? Is it possible that changes in the reward system are long term or even permanent? Admittedly im a little paranoid and fearful i won't be able attain my pre-medication self in terms of functionality. Anyone elses personal experiences or take on this would be much appreciated.
