bluntedskier
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That's really all I have to say. I'm an extremely ambitious, creative and always on the grind since as long as I can remember..... I really have almost never taken any amphetamines "recreationally," except on relatively long drives.... A couple times skiing (got the privilege to lap the X games winter course 2009 while really "thizzed".... Huge perfectly shaped jumps, a super fun and huge rail setup etc... was UNBELIEVABLE. Leave the image for you to picture how it feels high as fuck on Addy - sunny day, just boosting 90+ feet on the best jump I've ever hit, grabbing blunt all tweaked out trying to land double corks and shit.....)
Normally however, I just take ampetamines when I want to get "in th zone" and get whatever creative work I'm doing slayed..... And feel good while doing so.
But yeah, fuck adderall and anything else I've ever taken. My md perscribed me a significant amount of 10mg dex spandules (Xr beads) and well I couldn't help indulging quite a bit the first day I got them (being yesterday.... C'mon you would too...), also considering my tolerance compared to the average person is very high.
So yeah, it's weird cause I've never ever seen these in my life and especially throughout college...... But of course so much adderall of all types and Ritalin etc. Never dex. Must have something to do with obvious marketing/typical pharm monster corporations basically running the show..... Because I do not see any reason for a psych/MD to ever perscribed adderall over Dexetrine. Why? Because IMO Adderall is just like a lower quality, dirtier, shitty version of dexetrine (yes I know d-amp is one of the salts in adderall...). I mean it's significant! Like yesterday, like I said.... I induldged at the library for mad long, and ended up staying up till 6:20 am which I normally always do my best NOT to do. But I also got the script pretty late in the day...
Sure, when I woke up this morning after probably consuming somewhere around 130-180mg crushed and non crushed oral dex (over a long period of many hours). I didn't feel too good. Especially since I had only 3 hours sleep tops, due to getting woken up. But I still made it to the gym, sucked it up, ran a couple miles , did weights etc and then came back and ate healthy and took chalated magnetism and other things...... And I feel fine again!
If I took the equivalent of that in Adderall.... Or even HALF of that.... Hell no I wouldnt of been able to make it to the gym, or do anything with my dad except lie in bed downing valarian and Xanax and kpins......
ADDERALL fucking sucks! The focus at least I get off of it, and then if you take it a step further for that amazing euphoria (but more cracked out, "dirty" euphoria) - is never ever worth the crash unless you so it right with 8+ normal timing hours of sleep and lots of healthy food and lots of benzos and/or opiates.
That's just my 2 cents.. Not to say Dex can't lead to miserable after effects or be unhealthy too.....obviously..... But it's kind of like if you are drinking a really amazing year and region wine vs chugging the equivalent of some Yellowtail for $11.00...... Or fucking some beauitiful, intellectually engaging, little euro petite sexy dime piece who never gives it up with a perfect little pink tight slit... or just being intoxicated (or not for some hah...) and banging some butter face quick. Both wines get you drunk.... Both pussy makes you bust a nut (might take a lot longer with the busted chick....). But it's what the after effect is..... You feel much worse. Much much worse.
ALSO Ps. I highly recommend people trying to get ahold of true, organic, bulk Valarian pure powder (from a natural, health food, harvest co-op type of store) and trying to use that instead of benzos which fucking suck in the long run. It's not cheap..... But you can always label it as Ginger powder which costs about 1/5th the price if you are ballin on a budget... Lol. But seriously, I had a serious perscribed deadly-high habit to Xanax about half a year or more back.... And 5-10 grams of this stuff just put in some hot but not too hot water with lots of organic honey, had me feeling allllllriiiiight. Fuck the store bought capsules... You gotta get either the wholesale/bulk roots or pure powder. If anyone has anything to share with how much they take, how to prepare etc, that'd be cool to know.... Cause I sure as hell am not pulling an all night like last night and going to bed at a decent time. Took 80mg of dex today (30 of it in normal XR form... And the other 50 crushed and swallowed), and A goodnight sleep/good sleep pattern is soo important.
Speaking for myself here.... But you really just get fucking WRECKED from any amphetamine when you don't sleep or sleep very little. Especially Adderall.
I still remember freshman year when it was slightly kinda new to me... And on the 3rd day of more or less bindging on (non perscribed) adderall both xr and Ir...... I remember suddenly having one of the worst feelings in th world hit me. That soulless feeling of absolute misery from having pretty much absolutely zero dopamine/serotonin in my brain...... Could not think of a reason to live or what the point of everythin was... Just out of the blue, just left all my shit on the table, walked outside on that 3rd day and just started bawling my eyes out, didn't give a fuck who was staring. No bezos or anything back then...... So I just walked crying the the whole way down to the nearest store, bought three 40oz olde english and kept walking to the beach on the lake and lay there in the darkness and isolation and just cried till I ran dry and drank all 3 forty ounce malts, curled up in the fetal position and eventually fell asleep.
Normally however, I just take ampetamines when I want to get "in th zone" and get whatever creative work I'm doing slayed..... And feel good while doing so.
But yeah, fuck adderall and anything else I've ever taken. My md perscribed me a significant amount of 10mg dex spandules (Xr beads) and well I couldn't help indulging quite a bit the first day I got them (being yesterday.... C'mon you would too...), also considering my tolerance compared to the average person is very high.
So yeah, it's weird cause I've never ever seen these in my life and especially throughout college...... But of course so much adderall of all types and Ritalin etc. Never dex. Must have something to do with obvious marketing/typical pharm monster corporations basically running the show..... Because I do not see any reason for a psych/MD to ever perscribed adderall over Dexetrine. Why? Because IMO Adderall is just like a lower quality, dirtier, shitty version of dexetrine (yes I know d-amp is one of the salts in adderall...). I mean it's significant! Like yesterday, like I said.... I induldged at the library for mad long, and ended up staying up till 6:20 am which I normally always do my best NOT to do. But I also got the script pretty late in the day...
Sure, when I woke up this morning after probably consuming somewhere around 130-180mg crushed and non crushed oral dex (over a long period of many hours). I didn't feel too good. Especially since I had only 3 hours sleep tops, due to getting woken up. But I still made it to the gym, sucked it up, ran a couple miles , did weights etc and then came back and ate healthy and took chalated magnetism and other things...... And I feel fine again!
If I took the equivalent of that in Adderall.... Or even HALF of that.... Hell no I wouldnt of been able to make it to the gym, or do anything with my dad except lie in bed downing valarian and Xanax and kpins......
ADDERALL fucking sucks! The focus at least I get off of it, and then if you take it a step further for that amazing euphoria (but more cracked out, "dirty" euphoria) - is never ever worth the crash unless you so it right with 8+ normal timing hours of sleep and lots of healthy food and lots of benzos and/or opiates.
That's just my 2 cents.. Not to say Dex can't lead to miserable after effects or be unhealthy too.....obviously..... But it's kind of like if you are drinking a really amazing year and region wine vs chugging the equivalent of some Yellowtail for $11.00...... Or fucking some beauitiful, intellectually engaging, little euro petite sexy dime piece who never gives it up with a perfect little pink tight slit... or just being intoxicated (or not for some hah...) and banging some butter face quick. Both wines get you drunk.... Both pussy makes you bust a nut (might take a lot longer with the busted chick....). But it's what the after effect is..... You feel much worse. Much much worse.
ALSO Ps. I highly recommend people trying to get ahold of true, organic, bulk Valarian pure powder (from a natural, health food, harvest co-op type of store) and trying to use that instead of benzos which fucking suck in the long run. It's not cheap..... But you can always label it as Ginger powder which costs about 1/5th the price if you are ballin on a budget... Lol. But seriously, I had a serious perscribed deadly-high habit to Xanax about half a year or more back.... And 5-10 grams of this stuff just put in some hot but not too hot water with lots of organic honey, had me feeling allllllriiiiight. Fuck the store bought capsules... You gotta get either the wholesale/bulk roots or pure powder. If anyone has anything to share with how much they take, how to prepare etc, that'd be cool to know.... Cause I sure as hell am not pulling an all night like last night and going to bed at a decent time. Took 80mg of dex today (30 of it in normal XR form... And the other 50 crushed and swallowed), and A goodnight sleep/good sleep pattern is soo important.
Speaking for myself here.... But you really just get fucking WRECKED from any amphetamine when you don't sleep or sleep very little. Especially Adderall.
I still remember freshman year when it was slightly kinda new to me... And on the 3rd day of more or less bindging on (non perscribed) adderall both xr and Ir...... I remember suddenly having one of the worst feelings in th world hit me. That soulless feeling of absolute misery from having pretty much absolutely zero dopamine/serotonin in my brain...... Could not think of a reason to live or what the point of everythin was... Just out of the blue, just left all my shit on the table, walked outside on that 3rd day and just started bawling my eyes out, didn't give a fuck who was staring. No bezos or anything back then...... So I just walked crying the the whole way down to the nearest store, bought three 40oz olde english and kept walking to the beach on the lake and lay there in the darkness and isolation and just cried till I ran dry and drank all 3 forty ounce malts, curled up in the fetal position and eventually fell asleep.
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