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Stimulants Dexamphetamine saved me from Crystal Meth addiction

VYVANSE can't be injected, can't be snorted, and doses above 200mg stop being metabolized (200mg is within the therapeutic threshold Shire is studying for negative symptom predominant schizophrenia). When I took Vyvanse, I took it once in the morning, and then I stopped worrying about re-dosing, because you know that if you re-dose, it will have no effect, and you will stay up all night, since you have to take it in the morning to go to sleep. Before that, I would take Adderall IR "as needed" (read: whenever I felt the need to get more inspiration for my paper). Vyvanse taught me to accept I can't be superman, and to live within my limits.

If addicts weren't so stupid they equated a mild buzz to "getting high" and took Vyvanse at doses way past the dose it stops metabolizing at, it would be a C-III, but addicts are addicts, and you can blame them for not being able to have your doc call it in. The DEA doesn't care if something's actually an abuse liability. If addicts perceive it as an abuse liability, that suffices for them.

P.S.- Vyvanse is a special long-acting Dexedrine attached to lysine, a prodrug.

I'm glad you posted this, because too many think "meth" is a drug you can't moderate, so why bother, why not inject it, why not inject it as often as possible, because it's a lost cause to moderate use of.

but why do you call it "crystal meth"? That just glamorizes the drug for dealers to market to kids more. Even Bronkaid (ephederine) is crystaline-- lots of drugs are crystaline. Calling it crystal meth just is a marketing name for drug dealers. It's not a scientific name. If it were just called what it really is, desoxyephedrine, it wouldn't sell as well. But the DEA makes their money by making addiction real, and the media loves to reinforce drug trends. I am so sick of people calling it "crystal meth." A recent DEA lab analysis of meth in this country found the DEA labs reporting 60-70% of "meth" on the street was actually not methylated at all-- not meth at all-- it was racemic amphetamine, just like Adderall, not even as potent, since it was racemic. And drug addicts can't tell the difference between amphetamine, methamphetamine, and Ritalin in blind taste tests, and that's been proven in amphetamine studies since the 50's. I'm so sick of this propaganda fed by the media and the DEA and drug users who are victimized themselves by it. We glamorize things, we give these drugs mystical powers so we can feel like victims instead of trying to moderate doses and moderate routes of administration (as if craving is less satisfied by orally swallowing it in a gelatin capsule? it's the same drug!) .

Amphetamine is the one hard drug that is closest to habituation rather than addiction, making moderation a possibility, maintenance dosing using Vyvanse an option, but no, we must abandon the prospect because it's all-or-nothing. Into the 1960's, the consensus in the scientific community was that amphetamine-- which had been around since 1928- was habituating, not addictive. but that doesn't get you research grants for saying that when you apply to addiction foundations and the National Institute of Drug Abuse.
 
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I only used "moderately" ... but adderall kept me from falling further into addiction years ago... I'm still on it of course (the adderall) and your greatest challenge will be not using dexedrine at all.
 
I agree with OP.

Pharmaceuticals like vyvanse give even hard meth addicts enough energy to go through the day and be proactive. Without amphetamine, performing day-to-day activities is not just a chore, but a living hell. Imagine trying to interview for a job while having mononucleosis and dealing with your significant other having an affair. Lying in bed is easy, but not everyone has the option to spend 1-2 weeks in bed recovering.



I'd rather go through benzo withdrawals again, than have to go through meth withdrawals. Tapering does work, especially with things like vyvanse, and no drug is fun to taper off of.
Seriously do not even compare Benzos to Stems when it comes to withdrawal benzos take the cake for being hardest and much more complicated. I understand the depression and fatigues I am not new to this scene. I keep hearing how hard it is to quit amps/meth but I have done it...granted I couldn't fucking move my body for a few days it wasn't that depressing. I totally understand what you mean though Tens but I do not think Dexedrine maintenance will do anything but draw something out even longer but I guess I stand corrected.

By the way what the hell do you mean not everyone has 1-2 weeks to waste? Everything comes with a consequences.....


poster I was not knocking your maintenance if it works right on but I have seen it just make it worse for others some lifesaving it really depends on how far deep you're in. I respect the fact you go to a fucking Dosing pharmacy to get your meds I just think once you start getting to 20mgs you'll be crashing haaaaard.
 
ya I don't get the negativity here. like you said it's classic 12 step dogma. I have nothing against the 12 steps, but looking at the facts you aren't using meth any more and haven't for a massive stretch of time, you said you have friends and family supporting you, which is a sign of improvement, you work, eat, exercise, sleep, I can't see anything wrong with all that, no matter how the taper goes you still had a year of real living without meth. glad to hear it's worked, maybe you will be a case that helps spread it as a treatment.
 
Ok I think first you need to understand firstly that I have to consume my dex dose orally at a treatment clinic every day. The dose and route of administration are strictly controlled. As for swapping addiction this sounds like classic 12 step dogma. I am currently on 60mg/day down from 80mg/day two weeks ago and doing fine so far. This reduction was at my own request as I know that I have enough recovery momentum in my life now that I do not need a stimulant to cope with life. I made the decision to come off the dex. No one is compelling me. I know it might not be smooth sailing all the way but I'm prepared for what lies ahead and I know in my heart the only way I will live the life that was meant for me is to live it drug free - does that sound like someone who is addicted?
Way to go man, sounds like you're really on the road to recovery. Imho, even if you stay on the dex, that doesn't sound like that big a problem as long as you have some structure in your life and are otherwise keeping it healthy. Personally, with every attempt at sobriety such a path seems to move farther out of my own reach. So kudos and all the strength you ever need in those many moments of temptation ahead of you.
Btw how have you handled the social aspects? Have you cut off contact to all using friends?

edit: i havent even read any of the negative comments, but if those are dragging you down in anyway, try having the thread moved to TDS. people will show you the purest love and support youll ever find on teh netz. i imagine most of the nay-sayers (again i havent even read that crap) are just not appreciating the full extent of the problem and the kind of relief a tendency towards the right direction can be or they are projecting their own complexes onto you. imho even within upholding abuse of a drug there can be progress and steps towards better health and a higher quality of life. in the case of stimulants e.g. maintaining a healthy diet, forcing a sleeping schedule etc. So keep it up and moar power to you!! <3

Seriously do not even compare Benzos to Stems when it comes to withdrawal benzos take the cake for being hardest and much more complicated. I understand the depression and fatigues I am not new to this scene. I keep hearing how hard it is to quit amps/meth but I have done it...granted I couldn't fucking move my body for a few days it wasn't that depressing. I totally understand what you mean though Tens but I do not think Dexedrine maintenance will do anything but draw something out even longer but I guess I stand corrected.

By the way what the hell do you mean not everyone has 1-2 weeks to waste? Everything comes with a consequences.....


poster I was not knocking your maintenance if it works right on but I have seen it just make it worse for others some lifesaving it really depends on how far deep you're in. I respect the fact you go to a fucking Dosing pharmacy to get your meds I just think once you start getting to 20mgs you'll be crashing haaaaard.
What is worse? Dying of hunger, dying of suffocation or dying under the pressure of a giant's foot cracking your skull? Try telling a person dying a rapid death of glioblastoma that he should be lucky he's not down with plasmocytoma which would cause him much longer, dragged out pain. The whole discussion about which types of withdrawl are the worst or worse than another is fucking ridiculous and doesn't help anyone who's withdrawing drug x, it's in the same league of the old middle school students' debate of which type of martial arts kicks the most ass and imho that sorta stuff has no place in this thread... And btw, in my experience, heavy crashing CAN be avoided with the right tapering schedule, the right "palliative medication" and the right psychosocial setting/behavioural change. It escapes me how you could think the OP would be "crashing haaaaaard" when he reaches 20mg... Even if he did it'd be completely beside the point cause he sure the fucking hell won't be crashing as hard as he would be coming off a gram of meth per 4d waking cycle lol.

What's all the straight-edge "all-or-nothing" attitude anyway? Most of us are addicted to one or the other substance and each of us has their personal goals in life. To some it's becoming drug-free, to others it's seeing their daughter grow into an adult before they die, to others it's just keeping a job. If someone finds a way to "just feel better" about his drug use, then that means profit on it's own imho. There are enough people out there with MUCH worse issues than 50mg amphetamine per day... It's fully okay to take a liver-toxic drug against some wicked infection, it's okay for the crazies to take neuroleptics until they have tardive dyskinesia and diabetes, noone will disagree chemo is the way to go to defeat a cancert ridden body, but it's definitely NOT okay for someone suffering under their addiction to seek a stimulant maintenance program? 50mg amphetamine daily really isn't THAT big an issue health wise. E.g. there are kids out there receiving a comparable dose to treat add... God what a rant...
 
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Uhhhhhh I have been on stimulant medication for more than half my life. I have used shards as well more times than I will ever mention. I rely do not feel like reading your over dramatic rant. Sorry dude but your preaching to a choir of people with issues. I'm on Methadone Maintenance. I never said Shit about telling someone to Quote suffer. That's honestly stupid to put words or draw conclusions as to what I think of your treatment. I could care less if you want to act like I am oblivious to your whole situation. I have had terrible withdrawals from amphetamine but nowhere as bad as a Benson or an opiate. I do Not have a go hard or nothing attitude. I was trying to give you advice you don't need clearly. Damn.
 
Not sure if anyone still following this thread but thought I should submit an update. I think the original title I used was somewhat superlative ("saved") and idealistic.
Back in March I decided I was ready to discontinue taking dex and went on a pretty aggressive tapering regime dropping 10mg / day from an original dose of 80mg. Well I got to about 40mg and then I had a very intense and psychologically damaging relapse on meth.
I got back onto dex (80mg) as quick as i could and stabilised quickly and it's been well over two months now since I last used.
I try not to entertain thoughts like "am I going to have to take stims for the rest of my life" and just focus on today but it does play on my mind. I guess it's probably not for me to answer that question. After all I'm not a doctor. Frankly it wouldn't bother me if I had to but I hate the current routine of having to pick up a dose from a methadone clinic every day!
Daydream about trying to get an adult ADHD diagnosis but have no idea where to start and frightened it might backfire (the health dept. has a record of everyone already taking stimulant medication).
Finally yes I probably sounded a bit sappy, preachy woteva before - I don't know what that was about.
 
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Methamphetamine encourages the body to break down sugars rapidly, so you can eat well on methamphetamine but still be skinny as hell. That's the problem with prolonged, chronic use of methamphetamine. Then again I have seen users who are overweight and have used methamphetamine extensively... don't really know how to explain that lol.


Lack of rest/sleep means your body is unable to operate 100% efficiently, including the inability to break down fat.
 
I was on amphetamine for 2 years, daily intranasal use of 50-200mg per day. When I had my first manic episode I was put on olanzapine, but continued to use amphetamine. The olanzapine made me a bit tired, but the amphetamine combatted that to some degree.
Eventually (after ~3 months) it was time to switch to another neuroleptic, when the mania had subsided and the olanzapine was making me more tired than was desirable.

So I quit the olanzapine AND amphetamine at the same time and switched to Quetiapine.

--> Epic win, had NO signs of amphetamine withdrawal WHATSOEVER!!!

I had withdrawn amphetamine 2 times prior to this and experienced the usual fatigue/depression until I went back on.

I have no idea what exactly happened on the cellular level there, but I suppose the olanzapine has desensitized my dopamine receptors. It should be much more complex than that, considering olanzapine acts on histamine and serotonergic receptors as well. Olanzapine for amphetamine withdrawal with an episode of concurrent administration is not an established treatment, but it worked unbelievably well for me.

Been off amphetamine for two to three months now, used it twice during that time. No tiredness, no depression, no cravings.



Edit: This kind of gives you an idea what might be happening:
"Using two models of antipsychotic-like effects in rats, we show that during ongoing treatment with clinically relevant doses, haloperidol and olanzapine progressively lose their efficacy in suppressing amphetamine-induced locomotion and conditioned avoidance responding."
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/17360921
Basically, it really seems like the olanzapine is eventually overpowering amphetamine's desensitizing effects on dopamine receptors.
 
My doctor has recommended an inpatient detox of my IV Meth problem followed by going on prescribed dex under close supervision - I will certainly post updates in this thread as to how this goes. It is complicated by the fact I am on anti-psychotics and anti-deps at the same time and am as addicted to seroquel as I am to meth.

Doctors plan is wean off every licit & illicit drug and then just stick to dex to manage bi-polar + OCD + addiction...

Kind of excited but kind of wondering if the guy is completely insane to prescribe more stims to a guy with lifelong stim problems.
 
If addicts weren't so stupid they equated a mild buzz to "getting high" and took Vyvanse at doses way past the dose it stops metabolizing at, it would be a C-III, but addicts are addicts, and you can blame them for not being able to have your doc call it in. The DEA doesn't care if something's actually an abuse liability. If addicts perceive it as an abuse liability, that suffices for them.

I'm glad you posted this, because too many think "meth" is a drug you can't moderate, so why bother, why not inject it, why not inject it as often as possible, because it's a lost cause to moderate use of.

but why do you call it "crystal meth"? That just glamorizes the drug for dealers to market to kids more. Even Bronkaid (ephederine) is crystaline-- lots of drugs are crystaline. Calling it crystal meth just is a marketing name for drug dealers. It's not a scientific name. If it were just called what it really is, desoxyephedrine, it wouldn't sell as well. But the DEA makes their money by making addiction real, and the media loves to reinforce drug trends. I am so sick of people calling it "crystal meth." A recent DEA lab analysis of meth in this country found the DEA labs reporting 60-70% of "meth" on the street was actually not methylated at all-- not meth at all-- it was racemic amphetamine, just like Adderall, not even as potent, since it was racemic. And drug addicts can't tell the difference between amphetamine, methamphetamine, and Ritalin in blind taste tests, and that's been proven in amphetamine studies since the 50's. I'm so sick of this propaganda fed by the media and the DEA and drug users who are victimized themselves by it. We glamorize things, we give these drugs mystical powers so we can feel like victims instead of trying to moderate doses and moderate routes of administration (as if craving is less satisfied by orally swallowing it in a gelatin capsule? it's the same drug!) .

Amphetamine is the one hard drug that is closest to habituation rather than addiction, making moderation a possibility, maintenance dosing using Vyvanse an option, but no, we must abandon the prospect because it's all-or-nothing. Into the 1960's, the consensus in the scientific community was that amphetamine-- which had been around since 1928- was habituating, not addictive. but that doesn't get you research grants for saying that when you apply to addiction foundations and the National Institute of Drug Abuse.

I don't even drink, and I'll drink to that.
QFFT.


and to the OP - good for you. I am happy for you. Keep on the good road. I just quit meth and it sucks giant donkey scrotum...but obviously we quit for a reason. I wish you all the best and more. \m/
 
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My doctor has recommended an inpatient detox of my IV Meth problem followed by going on prescribed dex under close supervision - I will certainly post updates in this thread as to how this goes. It is complicated by the fact I am on anti-psychotics and anti-deps at the same time and am as addicted to seroquel as I am to meth.

Doctors plan is wean off every licit & illicit drug and then just stick to dex to manage bi-polar + OCD + addiction...

Kind of excited but kind of wondering if the guy is completely insane to prescribe more stims to a guy with lifelong stim problems.
Amphetamine for bipolar disorder? Well that's a new one. I'm bipolar 1 and amphetamine is pretty much the worst thing I could do in respect to my affective stability. I speak from many years of personal experience. Good luck with that though, let us know how it goes!

Edit: Same goes for OCD - WTF?! I get SO obsessive/compulsive on stimulants. Most people do afaik.

Tbh I don't think he really wants to "treat" you with amphetamine even if he's telling you so. He must consider it the lesser of two evils (illicit stimulants vs pharm grade dex). Tell him to be honest with you and ask if he REALLY thinks stimulants can treat those disorders. If he does, he might as well point you to some scientific sources with evidence for that. But hey - why would you really want to know what the idea behind it is - You are getting pharmaceutical grade dextoramphetamine, right? :/
 
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