Let me start by saying I have done max of 950mg of dex. Usually I do about 400-800. I haven't done it more than 5 times a month but usually it was 2 or 3 times. This is my first post on here but I feel like I have a lot of information that can be helpful. This is probably gonna seem scattered because my brain doesn't think like normal peoples(always been this way.) Also note I have extreme anxiety disorder and clinical depression but don't take anything for either. And note I will go back and forth with friends so they are in order with when they happened.
1) personal experience
Well I think this is an amazing drug when used carefully, I've watched it ruien two of my best friends lives even though they won't admit it. We still dose to this date and will continue. I've had out of body experiences and it was scary because I thought I was dead. The syrup I find horrible in taste going down and coming up. Find tabs if your going to do it. I don't have much important to say about how its effected me personally besides for a few things. I have always had very mild tremors but they are horrible on dex, not like I'm about to seize. I just twitch a lot and my legs will just shake. I also get chattery teeth and feel 'dirty' the next day. I never like the hangover. I wish I had a nice afterglow like some people. I have chest pains often but I don't want to put it off on dex for it could be growing pains. I'm only 17 and my family all hits there growth spurts at 18ish. My memory is no more or less than it was but I have become much more aware of everything. What i mean is I started giving a fuck about the horrible things in the world and became a hippy so to say. I've had 3 bad trips. First was when I was a begginer and I smoke legal/spice. I felt like death was creeping on me and just waiting and making me suffer. Second, I had just done the most I've ever done. 950mg. I was with some friends and we decided to listen to lavender town music from pokemon. My one friend seized up and died but I brought him back to life with CPR(talk more on this after) then had the worst trip since the last one. I blacked out a lot but I was told I was throwing my shoes at the walls and I had extreme strength. I'm 5'7 and 130 pounds and I lifted my 190 pound friend and tossed him about 3 feet. Which may not seem like much but I can hardly lift him an inch off the ground regularly but this can probably be given to adrenaline. Third, my friend who had the seizer before and me were tripping and our brain waves were connecting. This happens a lot with my friends while we trip. Often two sometimes three people will be in there own world and/or have the same trips or they will fuck with each other mentally. My brain waves were causing him to have seizures. He was fine when we didn't talk but if we did he would start seizing up. Luckily our trip sitter figured this out. At one point before that though he fell from starting to seize and it through me into a panic attack. Which was horrible. Well that's all on me now to what I've watched over the 2 years and some odd months, mainly around two friends of mine.
2) observe and report.
Well start with friend one, he has the seizers. I don't know the exact doses he does but I know there a lot and until recently it was at least 20 days a month he would trip. He was okay for about 6 months. He didn't start until I had already been doing it on my own for a year. The first problem was the sezier where I gave him CPR and brought him back to life. He had done a lot I don't remember how much though. But when he came back he didn't trip. He didn't throw up or anything and this was the most he had ever done, i remember because it was for me too.
1 week later
Friend two.
He did something like 1800mg when the most he had ever done was 1000 before that. He was fine until he started to come down from his trip. He lost all control of his legs. He couldn't stand or feel them. He also couldn't talk. He was like this for 6 days and he was put into a mental hospital for 10 more days. He broke. He suddenly had a split personality. He wouldn't always come out but with that being said he would often.
One month later
Friend one
He continued ODing and having minor seizers. He also broke and suddenly had a slip personality. He doesn't know anything about it except a few details we've told him. He has nightmares about him occasionally. Also to note he goes away and gives friend one control back anytime a seizer is happening. Like the second it happens. Then he takes it back after its all said and done.
Two months later
Friend two
Has lost his grip on what's real and what's not but keeps doing dex
One month later
Friend one
Has also lost his grip, however his split personality has only came out once in the past month of constant dex. However he dreams of him most nights. He has od'd many times. 25+ but the major one was when he was drinking on around 1500mg. Drank a whole bottle and wasnt able to talk, walk, think, or even realize what was going on or his name. He stopped for about 2 weeks, however he swore it was a month and a half. During the first week he had seizera anytime he would sleep. As soon as he fell asleep he would seize. No explanation why.
2 months later
Friend one
Has lost it compleatly I fear. I don't know if I'll ever get my best friends back. He has no grip on time or reality, which he has told me. Oddly though for the past month and to date whenever he is NOT on dex his eyes are dialated however they are tiny when he is on it. His memory is shit. Doesn't even remember the day before or anything for that matter besides basics such as who someone is and some stuff about them. He even ate a food he hated and half way through told me he really hates this food and doesn't know why he's eating it.
3 days ago
He od'd. Nothing bad but enough to cause slight seizers. Lost control of his legs like friend two did but only for 9 hours or so.
This is my experience and what I've watched.
If anyone has any questions or comments I'll read it all and respond the best I can. If anyone can relate to anything said let me know. Well that's all for now
1) personal experience
Well I think this is an amazing drug when used carefully, I've watched it ruien two of my best friends lives even though they won't admit it. We still dose to this date and will continue. I've had out of body experiences and it was scary because I thought I was dead. The syrup I find horrible in taste going down and coming up. Find tabs if your going to do it. I don't have much important to say about how its effected me personally besides for a few things. I have always had very mild tremors but they are horrible on dex, not like I'm about to seize. I just twitch a lot and my legs will just shake. I also get chattery teeth and feel 'dirty' the next day. I never like the hangover. I wish I had a nice afterglow like some people. I have chest pains often but I don't want to put it off on dex for it could be growing pains. I'm only 17 and my family all hits there growth spurts at 18ish. My memory is no more or less than it was but I have become much more aware of everything. What i mean is I started giving a fuck about the horrible things in the world and became a hippy so to say. I've had 3 bad trips. First was when I was a begginer and I smoke legal/spice. I felt like death was creeping on me and just waiting and making me suffer. Second, I had just done the most I've ever done. 950mg. I was with some friends and we decided to listen to lavender town music from pokemon. My one friend seized up and died but I brought him back to life with CPR(talk more on this after) then had the worst trip since the last one. I blacked out a lot but I was told I was throwing my shoes at the walls and I had extreme strength. I'm 5'7 and 130 pounds and I lifted my 190 pound friend and tossed him about 3 feet. Which may not seem like much but I can hardly lift him an inch off the ground regularly but this can probably be given to adrenaline. Third, my friend who had the seizer before and me were tripping and our brain waves were connecting. This happens a lot with my friends while we trip. Often two sometimes three people will be in there own world and/or have the same trips or they will fuck with each other mentally. My brain waves were causing him to have seizures. He was fine when we didn't talk but if we did he would start seizing up. Luckily our trip sitter figured this out. At one point before that though he fell from starting to seize and it through me into a panic attack. Which was horrible. Well that's all on me now to what I've watched over the 2 years and some odd months, mainly around two friends of mine.
2) observe and report.
Well start with friend one, he has the seizers. I don't know the exact doses he does but I know there a lot and until recently it was at least 20 days a month he would trip. He was okay for about 6 months. He didn't start until I had already been doing it on my own for a year. The first problem was the sezier where I gave him CPR and brought him back to life. He had done a lot I don't remember how much though. But when he came back he didn't trip. He didn't throw up or anything and this was the most he had ever done, i remember because it was for me too.
1 week later
Friend two.
He did something like 1800mg when the most he had ever done was 1000 before that. He was fine until he started to come down from his trip. He lost all control of his legs. He couldn't stand or feel them. He also couldn't talk. He was like this for 6 days and he was put into a mental hospital for 10 more days. He broke. He suddenly had a split personality. He wouldn't always come out but with that being said he would often.
One month later
Friend one
He continued ODing and having minor seizers. He also broke and suddenly had a slip personality. He doesn't know anything about it except a few details we've told him. He has nightmares about him occasionally. Also to note he goes away and gives friend one control back anytime a seizer is happening. Like the second it happens. Then he takes it back after its all said and done.
Two months later
Friend two
Has lost his grip on what's real and what's not but keeps doing dex
One month later
Friend one
Has also lost his grip, however his split personality has only came out once in the past month of constant dex. However he dreams of him most nights. He has od'd many times. 25+ but the major one was when he was drinking on around 1500mg. Drank a whole bottle and wasnt able to talk, walk, think, or even realize what was going on or his name. He stopped for about 2 weeks, however he swore it was a month and a half. During the first week he had seizera anytime he would sleep. As soon as he fell asleep he would seize. No explanation why.
2 months later
Friend one
Has lost it compleatly I fear. I don't know if I'll ever get my best friends back. He has no grip on time or reality, which he has told me. Oddly though for the past month and to date whenever he is NOT on dex his eyes are dialated however they are tiny when he is on it. His memory is shit. Doesn't even remember the day before or anything for that matter besides basics such as who someone is and some stuff about them. He even ate a food he hated and half way through told me he really hates this food and doesn't know why he's eating it.
3 days ago
He od'd. Nothing bad but enough to cause slight seizers. Lost control of his legs like friend two did but only for 9 hours or so.
This is my experience and what I've watched.
If anyone has any questions or comments I'll read it all and respond the best I can. If anyone can relate to anything said let me know. Well that's all for now
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