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Detox gone wrong!

amsterdams

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Hi guy's!i've been an Addict for about 28years...Drugs of choice alcohol,heroin,cocaine,speed.xtc,weed,DMT,lsd,Benzo's,etc!
i've tried many detoxes a few rehabs... no luck! untill finally i got the message 'Saying 'Amsterdams' you gotta stop right now or you will die shortly!! As you have got Severe scirrosis of the liver and Hep.C. //if you stop right now we will offer you a livertransplant!! 'wauw'!!!...So i wen't for my last /no/option//detox..and rehab ...then for the first time in 28years i was completely clean...and on the to mnake a full recovery...But this is my story!!! whilst i was in the 'Maudsley'Hospital AAU' A nurse//ex junkie' fell completely in love with me....oops!! '''to keep this story short'''...He managed to talk me out of the rehab i was in...with the prommise that he could and would look after me as someone had done the same thing for him...he would take me to america and look after me.....as he was a proffesional...'so me being clean for the first time in 28years....i was very funnerable ..........he got me out bought me clothes and took me to his home ...fine.....No...He happend/turned out to be a relapsed junkie nurse from hell.....Who gave me Heroin/crack cocaine //benzos///made me od in his parrents house...and got me back on drugs....so bye bye 'LiverTransplant' ....the NHS drug authorities know about this but since he is not a nurse anymore with them all they could offer me was another detox.....anyway there is me back on Drugs lost in the system.....as this is an ongoing story....As for Me and this site I can offer an amazing amount of knowledge/experience from 30years of experimenting with any Drug you could think off...ready to share.some of it....

xAmsterdams
 
Love messes your head up and drugs do to.. But when you combine them its like 10× worse.
 
I can relate to that. We tend to became extremely vulnerable when we are in rehabs, it's so easy to fall in love but I agree with Irie, it's very difficult to go on with it in the real world. It must be possible but I don't came across anyone who has ever succeeded after sometime together. Normally one of you will relapse and things can get really ugly. Of course we all different and that is a very individual response.
 
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