QuE-dAwEiRd1
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 24, 2016
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- 113
I just have to wonder.And I'm only talking about addiction for fun that got out of hand.(Not pain,mental or emotional trauma)just plain addictIon to drugs because of being a rebel,for the sake of fucking up,impressing friends getting back at overbearing parents etc.should detox be easy?rehab be like a hotel?esp for people who relapse after wasting money that they don't have that their families don't have on facilities?would it help to go through hell rather than massages and art classes and being pampered.?I mean if its hard and rough and complete hell wouldn't that scare and prevent relapses knowing what's coming if u do relapse.I went to a spa of a rehab and took it for shit relapsed a week later and abused and loved all the extra meds I got.only when my life was in pieces and I wanted to be valued and worth of my family my life and live a sober healthy life and quit cold turkey I stayed clean.I had wd for 3 days(HELL)sweats,fever,vomit,head felt its going to burst)I felt like begging to please just let me die!!!!but it was the best thing.Now I'm scared shitless.never went back that was 2 years ago.I respect medicine,its purpose and use.I know if I every start again pure hell awaits me.yes not everyone can quit cold turkey,risk of seizures and even death.but maybe rehab shouldn't be a walk in the park,detox shouldn't be a breeze.atleast not for healthy people who just thought lifes a dick and wanted to fuck it up.