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[deadendgame]

My name is deadendgame. I created this user because I didn't plan on being alive but I am. I am a 25 year old schizophrenic drug addict with tachycardia and hypertension who is living in his parents' basement but about to get kicked out. My crystal meth addiction begin the first and only time I took crystal meth. I am agnostic and I believe that God is not a fair God. Sometimes when you want to die, he will keep you alive just to make you suffer. Like right now: I want to die, I really want to die. But God is not letting me die. He is playing a real fucked up game to fuck with me and see how much pain I can take. Although I am not sane, I have the wisdom of age and I want to do my best to help others while I can. There is no telling when I might drop dead although I hope it is a swift painless death like everyone else. Kids, do not do drugs. If you do drugs, don't mix shit. Check for interactions before taking multiple drugs. When overdosing, remember that it may take 3-20 min to call 911, maybe even longer if the dispatcher is incompetent. So don't fucking take these drugs in the first place. And if you do decide to take them, know what you are getting you're getting into. If you already took too much, sit in the corner and wait to die. It may be painful, but who the hell told you to take as much as you took. A basic understanding of pharmacology and medicine is something that everyone should know before dabbling with any drug. If you're too retarded, don't take the drug. You need a rudimentary understanding of the drugs you take before you take them. I name is deadendgame and I am happy to be a part of this community. Thank you everybody.

 

[Smoky]

Hi, Welcome aboard. Thank you for sharing a part of your history. A basic understanding of pharmacology is so very helpful indeed. Glad your are part of this community. I'm glad you are alive and with us.