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Describe your most unpleasant drug induced experience ever

Long time ago, in my late teens, I decided to try heroin IV, because that was like the worst thing I could do. I wanted to be a big badass and try it just out of spite.

I asked a friend to prepare it for me and honestly I had no idea what would be the right dosage. I just trusted her.

However, what she gave me hit me so hard that I had serious troubles reconstructing the events that happened that night. I was half-conscious all the time, I remember walking down some road close to my friend's apartment, later on crawling down the same road and seeing some cars passing by and honking at me. My friend escaped somewhere I guess. Later on I tried to call another friend to pick me up as I realized that I feel too weak to walk back and there's no one around who can help me. The friend came and drove me back to my place, I was living in a rented room in my landlady's house at that time.

I don't know how that happened, but I didn't walk back to my room, I entered the landlady's bathroom instead, and then I lied down in her bathtub. I grabbed a bunch of towels, arranged them in bathtub like blankets and immediately fell dead asleep.

When I woke up in the morning first thing I saw and heard was this poor landlady screaming. The same day she kicked me out of her apartment, called my parents and told them I'm a drunkard and loser and what not :)
 
Funny, one of my worst drug experiences was also one of my most memorable and favorite (psychedelically speaking haha)...HBWR (very potent strain, 9 seeds...didn't peel em.)

But yeah, about 30 minutes after chewing up those bad boys I started getting gnarly stomach cramps and felt like I was gonna die. Was lying on a mattress projectile vomiting every few minutes all over my floor. The visuals were quite minor in comparison to the extreme body load I felt...there is some sort of cyanide like compound in those seeds that is brutal (but each strain/individual seed varies greatly in alkaloid content)

But after the intense sickeness wore off I welt like in heaven, comparatively...I remember listening to Big L "Flamboyant" and feeling so happy for some reason.When you listen to that song sober it sounds alright, but nothing too special...but on LSA I could hear it in a much different light, and acoustically it sounded much more complex...which it actually is when you listen to it carefully ( i recommend using AIFF or WAV format with Hi-Fi equipment)

LSA is a great drug, though I wish to try it on it's own one day...don't wanna go through that HBWR experience again (unless I had some potent antihistamines and akyl nitrite on hand).
 
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One of the first drugs I ever did was Ketamine. IV. Administered by a sadist with the help of a medical professional. They kept me in a k hole for 45 minutes, deliberately confusing and frightening me in addition, while I was fighting for control over reality, feeling like I was going to die, deperately begging them to stop whenever I was able to speak.

This had been negotiated consensual bdsm edge play. I'm emotionally rather stable and thought it would be a good plan, hey, that stuff is medical grade and there is a professional present, so it's safe, right? I had no idea what I would be getting myself into. I actually had some mild PTSD for a couple of months afterwards. Not blaming my play partners, not even blaming myself, just not wanting to repeat the experience, thank you very much. That was before I knew people actually snort that stuff, and at much lower doses. You live and learn.
 
Second time doing "molly" a friend and I decided to do a gram each from a different source than our first time. It instantly goes south from there.

Not only was the dose way too fucking big, but the substance turned out to be some unknown chemical or mix of chemicals. We took .5g each to start and felt pretty good, but still not nearly as good as the first time we rolled. So we took another .5g about an hour or two into it.

Soon after that second dose some weird things were happening to my vision. My eyes would go crossed or would resemble those of someone suffering from exotropia. I'd have to manually move them back into place. Eventually, it started getting to the point where the two images I was seeing wouldn't meet back up, and there was a very strange overlap happening between the two images from my eyes. Objects appeared to be floating around the room, because one eye would start drifting and the other would focus. The drifting eye would sometimes only lock in on a certain object it was seeing, like a television. So the television would appear to be moving across the room through the air. It actually freaked me the fuck out. My friend and I weren't sure if our eyes were going to return to normal after that...

Luckily they did, but it took quite some time (8-12 hours after last dose), and hallucinations were manifesting themselves before it went back to normal. I remember watching my TV turn into a castle tower, little holographic Smurf people covering my floor. My wall turned into a MineCraft landscape and a jigsaw puzzle at two different times.

I felt so strange though, none of it impressed me. I was still worried about possible damage I had done to my brain. For a couple months afterwards I had weird brain zaps that felt like being electrocuted from my eyeballs down to my chest. As well as a general haziness and anxiety about the experience. Not something I would wish anyone to go through.

Serves as an important reminder however: Always test your shit, and don't try to be a hero when it comes to doses (especially if you have no idea what drug it is 8()!
 
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