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Describe the feeling of E the best you can

This profound love, this sudden mind rush that has you absolutely floored. While it seems like it takes forever to clear, it has been five minutes, and when you finally you "open" your eyes and look around, surrounded by friends you love, who love you back, you feel your heart open to the most infinite, deepest love you could possibly imagine. The kind of love you as a child had for the grandmother that took care of you and your single mom while she is on her deathbed, the kind of love you feel when your mom is sick and you are taking care of her x100. It is so pure and unhindered by your own personal problems. Your barriers go with it. You can say things shamelessly that you would have previously blushed to even privately think about. And previously what might have been met with scorn is met with another's infinite love.

You are sitting with your friends having a deep conversation and growing closer. And suddenly you look next to you and there is a girl sitting a seat or so away from you. You meet eyes, and that eye contact was a link between souls. Be it in this life or a thousand past ones you are absolutely positive that you have met and loved and shared something unique with that person no one else has. Deeper than words. Beyond words.

You are at a rave. You see tons of people in front of you, THE VIBES COMING OFF EVERYONE ARE AMAZING. Everyone has this unique vibe, all vary in strength. You can see if they are faking a roll, drunk, high, actually rolling, on whatever, etc in an instant. It's kind of strange at first but then you go with it. When you meet someone, their vibes tell you more in an instant then you could possibly know about them in a decade otherwise. Even the people who are a mess or giving off bad vibes (not interacting with you, bad vibes + hanging out with me = ditched) but at a distance, you can tell it all. It amazing. And that ability to judge a person by the vibes they give off stays with you. To this day, I have never been wrong about a person after picking up a vibe from them.
 
^ I'm a horrible judge of character and that becomes worse with MDMA for me. I was honestly crying by the end of the second paragraph, though. That was pretty intense.
 
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That's really touching thanks :)
I just thought about my experiences for a second then didn't read what I was typing until I was finished. Thought it would come out more "pure" that way :)
 
sly_the_snake said:
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That's really touching thanks :)
I just thought about my experiences for a second then didn't read what I was typing until I was finished. Thought it would come out more "pure" that way :)
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Aye, that's what I did as well. =) I had a friend that seemed interested in hearing "the other side" because all s/he had heard was negative about drugs, so I point him/her to this topic and I wanted to make sure I added my own view among the others to give a generalised "idea" of the effects that MDMA had.
 
Is there something wrong in my brain, because I've tried it about 10 times and never really felt anything from it... idk, guess it's not my kind of drug. But does anyone else have this problem or have you heard of someone not being able to roll? I know this is off subject, but the way I guess I would describe it is no different then being sober except for I can drink more alcohol, and have more stamina.
 
AylaV said:
Aye, that's what I did as well. =) I had a friend that seemed interested in hearing "the other side" because all s/he had heard was negative about drugs, so I point him/her to this topic and I wanted to make sure I added my own view among the others to give a generalised "idea" of the effects that MDMA had.
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^^ I feel useful, thanks :)

CLOUDnine420 said:
Is there something wrong in my brain, because I've tried it about 10 times and never really felt anything from it... idk, guess it's not my kind of drug. But does anyone else have this problem or have you heard of someone not being able to roll? I know this is off subject, but the way I guess I would describe it is no different then being sober except for I can drink more alcohol, and have more stamina.
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Sounds like what I had when I first started. It's probably a pipe or some low-dose speed. Get a test kit.
 
CLOUDnine420 said:
Is there something wrong in my brain, because I've tried it about 10 times and never really felt anything from it... idk, guess it's not my kind of drug. But does anyone else have this problem or have you heard of someone not being able to roll? I know this is off subject, but the way I guess I would describe it is no different then being sober except for I can drink more alcohol, and have more stamina.
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Do you take other drugs??? Or on certain prescription drugs???
I think X also has to do with the persons personality. Ive seen it affect people invery different ways. Some people scare me while others are in the middle and others seem to react to it like I do...
Also how do you know if the 11 times you took X it was real.. Have you tested them???
how close together were each of your 11 times.
I guess are some of the first questions.
 
Docus said:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=raY0FX06ctQ

This is my description of how it feels. Listen to the lyrics.
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"You have never ever had, a time like this before, there aint no place I'd rather be, than here with you and me."
So that's your description of 'the feeling of E'? (The guy was on repeat, the whole lyrics consist of 3 lines over and over again. But let's not go into that :-).)
I think it lacks a lot, it doesn't go much deeper than 'wow'!' %)

My description, with some examples because I just can't explain it without them. So sorry OP, but I think that just a small description won't do. I'd rather tell a small 'story':


E is something that make me a bit nervous, in a very good way. When I think of an E-experience to come, butterflies start stroking the inside of my belly. I already start smiling.

When I swallow the pill, the feeling gets stronger. There's no way back, soon it will be here, the rush. I now start calming down, it's time to wait. I still feel a bit nervous , it comes in waves when I think about what's coming soon.

When the pill starts coming up it surprises me. Something suddenly crawls up from my lower back. (My spinal fluid draining, buwha, ha, so... hi, my name is... ehr.) I feel tingling going on in my chest. I try to tell someone around me what is going on inside of me, but my smile and the words not coming out properly say enough already. The butterflies start stroking the inside of my belly again.

At first I get a bit overwhelming feeling inside of my head. But this soon mellows out. I have now landed on a steady spot inside one of the nicest places on earth. Music sounds so pretty. If the music is loud enough, it feels like a soft breeze on my skin. I get the feeling the music is gently stroking every little hair on my body. When somebody touches me, it's much like a sudden touch when I'm sober: when unexpected, it feels oh so nice. Only this time, even when expected, it feels like the touch is divine.
Touch in general is so nice, everything I touch has such a nice surface. I start touching a lot of things I see around me, without actually knowing I do. (Oh, hey there, is this your (girlfriends) leg? It feels so nice!)

Everything I see is intruiging, interesting, wonderful in its own kind of way. I start questioning a lot of things, why is this, why is that, wohh!, that's beautiful! I want to talk about it with other people. But from time to time I realise that what I'm saying isn't making so much sense for everybody around me as it does for me. But it is all good.

Now try saying all of this in just 3 lines. I just simply can't... <3
(And I probably forgot to mention half of the things I feel when I'm in that place.)
 
everything is beautiful, perfect. content with life, other people, myself. its bliss. if only i could feel that good all the time... but i guess then it would loose its appeal
 
Life is great, everything is wonderful. I feel a sense of connection to the people around me, my friends and family. Everything is beautiful. Everything will be alright. There is no need to worry. :)
 
Its like sitting on a cloud shooting upwards at a million miles an hour. Its pure bliss. The most godlike feeling in the world.
 
To add my 2 cents as a newcomer, I can describe it using a song and a small description.

Start listening to this song (10:38 = its pretty long...but please listen to the whole thing...or even better, download the .FLAC version of the song (almost no quality lost) )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=84TYi3FOMlU

So the first 3 minutes or so, you consumed your pills and just waiting, kinda boring. But as time goes by, a rhythm within you starts to dissolve your problems and troubles and all you feel is love and pure happiness. Like a new horizon is underway and everything seems so much more beautiful and peaceful. Then you start to feel something else emerge (around 3:29). You get an urge to dance and interpret the music the only way you can, through dance. during this time, your troubles are like vague, non-important pieces of paper locked up in a safe 10000 miles away...(during 5:45-6:40) You are now feeling the affect of your other pill, and right then, you start peaking=or feeling immense satisfaction, exhiliration, love, unity, empathy to a greater being....

sorry...went on a tangent, I just loved my first experience so much :-D
 
Wow.. after reading the whole thread some of them were oh so good.. I decided to combine 2 together that had really good beautiful descriptions

this is a combination of aylav's post and sly the snake:

This profound love, this sudden mind rush that has you absolutely floored. While it seems like it takes forever to clear, it has been five minutes, and when you finally you "open" your eyes and look around, surrounded by friends you love, who love you back, you feel your heart open to the most infinite, deepest love you could possibly imagine. The kind of love you as a child had for the grandmother that took care of you and your single mom while she is on her deathbed, the kind of love you feel when your mom is sick and you are taking care of her x100. It is so pure and unhindered by your own personal problems. Your barriers go with it. You can say things shamelessly that you would have previously blushed to even privately think about. And previously what might have been met with scorn is met with another's infinite love.

In western civilisation, the christian mythos tends to be the most widely accepted and, as such, I feel this analogy will get through to most english speaking people on this forum. If there were a heaven, it would be MDMA for eternity. A place where all anyone can feel is peace and infinite love for everyone and everyone feels that for you as well.

Ecstasy is the happiest and most free you've ever felt times 100.
Ecstasy is non-judgmental
Ecstasy is euphoria
Ecstasy is a warm feeling all over. Touch is so innately sensitive that just the smallest touch feels absolutely amazing. This unique body high is where "entactogen" (touch within) comes from.

On MDMA I tell everyone I love them and I mean it with every fiber of my being at that point in time. MDMA is the human race without the primal, darwinian, negative emotions that bog us down. MDMA is indescribable, MDMA is to be experienced, MDMA is unreal. The feeling of MDMA is utopia.
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So fucking beautiful...
thanks you two
 
You feel ecstatic. Like you're on top the world. You love all your friends more than ever. You say the truth no matter what. It kind of feels like you're in love. Everything feels wonderful to touch, especially your skin. You feel loved up. Music will really call to you, and it feels like you're dancing perfectly in tune. It's such an amazing feeling.
 
Guy 1- Yo dude i got the bombs, cant wait for tonight.
Guy 2- Sickkk, me either.

...Night comes as they walk in into the party with 20 other people rolling

Guy 2- yo take your and ill take mine
Guy 1- ehh idk? never done it before?
Guy 2-(snatches, the bag with the two purple stars, pops both in his mouth, chews them up and gulps'em down.)
Guy 1- wtf dude? you owe me $50?
Guy 2- dude, ill get it to you tomorrow
Guy 1- ightt, imma go hit the blunt tell me how you feel in a lil
Guy 2- ightt(walks to the kitchen to play some beer pong.)

45 min. to an hour later...
Guy 2- i feel.. i fe...ellll FUCKING AMAZING! the music is so powerful and intense, the world is so nice, everything is fuckin softt(as he pets the table). Dude, im running so fast i cant see beside me it blurrs out when i run! whoa... oh shit im.. its getting so strong.. im going up.. HOLY FUCK!, it's like have 10,000 orgasms a second, i am myself, i am beautiful, im amazing, i can fly!(jumps off the loft and lands on his back)..(gets up) That didn't even hurt cause im one with the world, in the most euphoric state of minds, true bliss, True... ecstasy.

Guy 1-(pissed off voice)I swear to god i better get my 50$ back...:|
 
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