FixXxer
Bluelighter
Reflection,
cuts deep to infection,
affection, unsure of what i can edure,
pain of rain piles while, i go insane.
too many options, no time to decide,
not by my own pride, but the impatience of others,
like they got little brothers, needing fathers,
no time to wait, and all at once,
those cunts, sure know my nerves..
guess its deserved.
reflection, again.. then i soend
an hour with little power, deep in the gutter,
i shutter to see the light, its the thick of night..
ill just fight anythign in sight,
thats where i get my groove, my best move,
my confidence sky high, as my head tonight..
so brutal, its disputal, right or wrong,
song or bong, sing or drink.
why cant i just do it all.
descisions are missions waitin to be conquered,
along her smile, spread thru a mile..
jus like the others..
if i had time, descisions would be easy,
pleasing, of all, an order so tall, id call it impossiball
but ill find some way, to pull of my best, somehow get it all of my chest..
invest in this quest, ill believe.
ill retreive what needs to receive, spread the word,
absurd, but its my chance to enhance my cans, not cants
soaring fly high, i wont cry.
no tears, no fears.. im stronger.
no beers, no leers, im longer.
last fight, tonight, im sober.
im alone, again, its got me down.. come over.
if only i could do it all, id bawl,
just to get out that trapped, strapped..
shackled, barely in tact,
id get out easier, each time.
its mine, to sign, my descision.
im sorry if its not what you want, but its what i need.
have to think of myself, it may be greed,
but i heed, what you bleed and try to ease such a disease,
dsont want to tease, on your knees. u only wanna please.
i see in your eyes, makes me cry, you'll wonder why,
but.. all i can say..
it was hard, u dreew an unlucky card..
i have to do it, even if your scarred, my minds been tarred to its path,
ive done the math, can see the wrath,
the good the bad, even the sad..
im sorry, descisions reflect, what i inject..
infect an insect and deliver the message,
direct, your mind to mine,
its not simple, a big ugly pimple..
big mess, undress to see what you want to caress.
its ugly, unattractive at best,
reactive to the test..i hope i made,
this descision my best..
cuts deep to infection,
affection, unsure of what i can edure,
pain of rain piles while, i go insane.
too many options, no time to decide,
not by my own pride, but the impatience of others,
like they got little brothers, needing fathers,
no time to wait, and all at once,
those cunts, sure know my nerves..
guess its deserved.
reflection, again.. then i soend
an hour with little power, deep in the gutter,
i shutter to see the light, its the thick of night..
ill just fight anythign in sight,
thats where i get my groove, my best move,
my confidence sky high, as my head tonight..
so brutal, its disputal, right or wrong,
song or bong, sing or drink.
why cant i just do it all.
descisions are missions waitin to be conquered,
along her smile, spread thru a mile..
jus like the others..
if i had time, descisions would be easy,
pleasing, of all, an order so tall, id call it impossiball
but ill find some way, to pull of my best, somehow get it all of my chest..
invest in this quest, ill believe.
ill retreive what needs to receive, spread the word,
absurd, but its my chance to enhance my cans, not cants
soaring fly high, i wont cry.
no tears, no fears.. im stronger.
no beers, no leers, im longer.
last fight, tonight, im sober.
im alone, again, its got me down.. come over.
if only i could do it all, id bawl,
just to get out that trapped, strapped..
shackled, barely in tact,
id get out easier, each time.
its mine, to sign, my descision.
im sorry if its not what you want, but its what i need.
have to think of myself, it may be greed,
but i heed, what you bleed and try to ease such a disease,
dsont want to tease, on your knees. u only wanna please.
i see in your eyes, makes me cry, you'll wonder why,
but.. all i can say..
it was hard, u dreew an unlucky card..
i have to do it, even if your scarred, my minds been tarred to its path,
ive done the math, can see the wrath,
the good the bad, even the sad..
im sorry, descisions reflect, what i inject..
infect an insect and deliver the message,
direct, your mind to mine,
its not simple, a big ugly pimple..
big mess, undress to see what you want to caress.
its ugly, unattractive at best,
reactive to the test..i hope i made,
this descision my best..
even if not under the best circumstances.