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The other nite i did shrooms again......I had a great time at first and then towatds the end I became very depressed. I sat in a ball on my couch and cried....I couldn't stop thinking about how life is just a game....to toture us. That once something good has happened it can just be ripped from us. I mean I sat and sobbed for an hour and a half. I felt so empty and so sad, I think it was worst feeling I have ever felt. I didn't do a lot of the shrooms....maybe a 1/16th thats all. Its hard to explain.....but if I was alone I probably could have killed myself and I have been depressed before, but nothing like this, not even close to this. Just wondering if this has ever happened to anyone else.....should I just never do shrooms again.....should I try hippyflipping to avoid the depression, cause I loved the visuals.......thanx in advance for any advice
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I am lost, I've gone to find myself, if I should return before I get back have me wait....
ever dance with the devil in the pale moon light.... -joker
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I am lost, I've gone to find myself, if I should return before I get back have me wait....
ever dance with the devil in the pale moon light.... -joker
AOL name: MaDHaTTeR92578