Chik.
Ex-Bluelighter
Depression-
I feel so tired, and i feel so sad
But i dont exactly know why.
Thoughts just flash on through my mind,
And the only way to escape it to get high.
Nobody tries to understand me,
As much as i try to explain.
They just look at me blankly and dont listen,
To get any understanding is a strain.
Sometimes i think "should i just end it"
So i wont feel this sadness anymore
I have no one of which i can turn to
As my mother just thinks im a whore.
So i tend to turn to these little pills
Yes the ones that make you feel happy...
If i dont have one atleast twice a day
My god do i ever get snappy.
No one can make sense of me
But to be honest i dont think they try
I am just getting worse as time goes by
And the only place i want to be is in the sky.
I feel that there is just no hope
This has been going on forever.
I cry, i scream... i hurt myself...
I just dont think ill ever get it together.
Chik.
Note: This poem is not about me and how i am currently feeling. Sure, i have been in this state of mind once before but it was a long time ago. So please dont be concerned ... it is just an expression of something we all tend to face atleast once in our life time.
I feel so tired, and i feel so sad
But i dont exactly know why.
Thoughts just flash on through my mind,
And the only way to escape it to get high.
Nobody tries to understand me,
As much as i try to explain.
They just look at me blankly and dont listen,
To get any understanding is a strain.
Sometimes i think "should i just end it"
So i wont feel this sadness anymore
I have no one of which i can turn to
As my mother just thinks im a whore.
So i tend to turn to these little pills
Yes the ones that make you feel happy...
If i dont have one atleast twice a day
My god do i ever get snappy.
No one can make sense of me
But to be honest i dont think they try
I am just getting worse as time goes by
And the only place i want to be is in the sky.
I feel that there is just no hope
This has been going on forever.
I cry, i scream... i hurt myself...
I just dont think ill ever get it together.
Chik.
Note: This poem is not about me and how i am currently feeling. Sure, i have been in this state of mind once before but it was a long time ago. So please dont be concerned ... it is just an expression of something we all tend to face atleast once in our life time.
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