ScreamingButterfly
Greenlighter
I didn't know if this belonged in TDS or SLR. Me and my boyfriend of 7 months broke up last night. I've never been so depressed in my life. Our relationship was good at first but then he became so busy with his life that I didn't even know who he was anymore. He never made time for me anymore at the end and I got mad. I used to think he would be the one I married and we talked about a future. I just never thought we would break up and as much as I am angry and hurt by him, I still can't help but miss him. I know it's probably better that we are apart but now I just feel so alone. I miss having someone to cuddle with and talk to before I go to sleep at night. When we first broke up I felt suicidal but I somehow overcame those feelings. It just feels like life is never going to get better and the one thing I want most I don't have. I just want to find that one person out there for me. I just want to erase him from my mind and I feel like the only way I can do that is to find someone else. Sorry if I rambled it just felt good to vent. Thanks you everyone who took the time to read this.