Depressed missing him..

[Lalalyns]

Hey everyone new here my name is Lyns me and my ex broke up in January after 2 years I broke up with him because I'm bipolar can't control my emotions. I'm so lonely I even overdose and went to hospital what hurts the most is knowing he is with a new girl so soon today I have cried for hours wanting to take pills to end my life also I'm moving into an apartment soon and I'm so nervous I've been having so many anxiety attacks I don't know what to do I miss him so much

 

[Cheshire_Kat]

Hi Lalalyns.

I certainly can understand that you are in pain, but please understand that Bluelight is not a "Lifeline" or suicide help line. You need to seek professional help.

Please do so for your own sake...

 

[Lalalyns]

Thanks I have reached out for more help thanks

 

[herbavore]

It's good that are reaching out for help. Being bipolar may give you extra challenges with going through this but the reality is that it does hurt--sometimes for a very long time. The best way to deal with grief is to acknowledge that it is a part of loving someone and having let that person so completely into your heart. There is no way around it but by accepting that it is natural to hurt rather than trying to outrun the pain, the pain becomes much more tolerable.