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Hey guys.

this past weekend i was in las vegas for 3 days and rolled each night. hard

i consumed 3-5 pills a night. some oral. some raild.

i know this isant the smartest of things to do , so plase no bashing. i WILL NEVER do this again.

im here to get this depressed feling away.

this has never happend bfor, as this was my first AND LAST time abusing the drug.


i purchased some 5-htp. and i am going to change my diet to fish an alot of vegtables.


is there any toher things i can do?

i am literally starting to cry for NO reason. and i have a really BAD BAD BAD depressed feeling


will smoking weed help or make this worst?

please guys. help me out.
 
BTW. i was not depressed before. i am not on any depression medication or anything like that.

this just started this morning.

and its been 10 of the most horrible hours of my life.


i DCTUALLY started crying while eating.

:( wtf
 
I'd make sure I was eating and sleeping enough. If marijuana helps you eat and sleep without making you feel significantly worse than you already do, I'd smoke it. If it makes you more depressed, stay away.
 
Just ride it out. 5-HTP and all that bullshit have most of their power in the power of suggestion aka PLACEBO. Believe me I've tried all this shit. The best thing you can do is to not take ecstasy. If you made the mistake of taking ecstasy you will just have to accept the consequences.

Geeeezz.... how many MDMA/MDA/whatever binges have I been on and paid the price for afterwards? Let me count on my hands.. um, hands and feet,... um, hands feet + dick. Lots.

Ride it out kid... the depression will return to normal in a week or two.

You learned your lesson. MDMA fucks with your brain, especially if you are prone to depression, more than any other of the 40+ drugs I have used and abused. Stay away from the shit, the feelings it produces are artificial and hedonistic.

If you want to feel *good* without such repercussions try mushrooms. It's amazing how good it can feel to see the truth.
 
Pull yourself together man. Alot of people have done worse than you...stop dwelling on what you did. I'm not going to say there aren't physical effects for what you did, but there's no reason for you to be feeling like you are other than you're focusing on a negative so hard it's fucking with your head.

Just curious BTW, did you buy the pills in vegas or bring them with you from somewhere else??

I was trying to pick up in vegas but everyone i asked looked at me like i was crazy.
 
shit, there were times i cried at tv commercials for oscar-mayer bologna

LOL nothing you can do really buddy....take some 5-htp, a multi-vitamin, work out, and wait.

it'll pass....just keep this in mind....there is nothing really to be depressed about...
 
Growing dependent on weed to make you feel happy can be a bad thing and have a long term effect... :(
Just don't fall too much into it.
 
1. Remember that this will pass.
2. Get exercise - even just go for a walk (especially if its sunny outside).
3. Do something productive at home (clean up - if your house is a mess it will make you feel worse).
4. Take 5-HTP.
5. Just be cool. You will get over this. Most people get comedowns, and if you go on a binge, the comedowns will be worse. It'll pass soon :)
 
If you're having trouble sleeping, as some people including myself do after massive binging, I'd try melatonin, it usually does the trick.
 
Sim0n already said it, but it bears repeating: it will pass. If necessary, repeat it to yourself like a mantra: this thing that I'm feeling will pass.

I've experienced some X-holes (does that term exist? If not, it should) and for me, the most distressing factor was that idea that I've done too much; now I'm paying for it and I will never be happy again.

Well-- you did too much. But you are resilient, and with time it will pass.

The brain is a funny thing, and I've experienced similar crises with MDMA and with antidepressants (when quit suddenly). You're overcome with sadness at the slightest thing, but it's chemical. Just as a drug can make you inappropriately happy, its aftermath can make you despair inappropriately.

But it will pass and you will feel better.
 
Disagreement

blue)dolphin said:
You learned your lesson. MDMA fucks with your brain, especially if you are prone to depression, more than any other of the 40+ drugs I have used and abused. Stay away from the shit, the feelings it produces are artificial and hedonistic.

I would have to say that for some people MDMA can be hedonistic, but then again the drug is preferably used when you are with alot of people. So in my opinion it is more about enjoying and appreciating everything and everyone around you with other people, in a way sharing the experience. Hedonistic to me implies selfish pleasure. I would have to disagree with that statement. Unless when the drug is abusing the drug and thier mind set before taking the drug is "this could only be fun while rolling."

And about the artificial part, it is induced artificially but those are true feelings that you are feeling. The reason we can't achieve those fellings regularly(in my opinion and the some what limited knowledge I have on the subject) is because our brain won't release that much seratonin to keep us safe. In a way keep us wary of others and so we don't get too close and we stay safe. I'm not arguing any of the mechanics or chemistry of the brain. This is just what makes sense to me of why are seratonin levels are regulated. in the manner that they are.

But then again I have not rolled many times and I make sure my rolls are far between, so it hasn't "lost the magic." That would be a shame

I would say idealy, rolling once a year would be good.
LAAATE
 
depening on how mobile you are, keep yourself busy with easy-to-do things:

movies, music, television, showers, food, reading, walking, sunshine, bookstores, shopping malls
 
Chill winston, you'll be fine, this is what you call a black monday, no need to freak out.
Pease
 
TGO said:
Just curious BTW, did you buy the pills in vegas or bring them with you from somewhere else??

I was trying to pick up in vegas but everyone i asked looked at me like i was crazy.


I brought my own pills. THERE WAS ALOT of people selling. you just have to ask the right people.

BUT........

thank you.so much to everyone who replyed with reassureing words.

ile do everything you guys suggested.

and ile deffinatly NEVER do thids again.

time to go on a LONG break!
 
get drunk. i dont mean to promote alcoholism or anything, but the day after I do ecstacy i feel incredibly depressed too, and a good thing to rememdy that during that night is to drink.
 
What drugs do you have on hand?

I would recommend pretty much any downer, and weed.

Heroin is the best, but if you're not into that then mix 15mg of valium with three beers.

If you don't have any of that then get really stoned and watch a movie. Eat well, sleep well and you'll be fine.
 
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