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I’ve been feeling rather not myself lately. Like my thoughts aren’t really me sometimes. I have a feeling like this is due to my psychedelic usage. I used mushrooms two weeks ago and then also a month before that. Both trips were great and nothing went wrong during them. I had a very difficult/psychosis inducing LSD + weed trip about 3 months ago. Interestingly after that trip my mind was much calmer and I felt like I was reset entirely. Unfortunately I fell into heavy weed usage (perhaps to cope with thinking about that LSD trip) and lost all that progress. I’ve been trying to quit and I haven’t smoked weed in 49 days according to my day counter (after the first mushroom trip). I felt great at first during the sobriety but now I feel like I did before. Not myself and scared of my thoughts.
I’m not looking for advice really as I know that an extended period of sobriety coupled with meditation is what will be best for me. I just wanted to create a space for people to share their stories of depersonalization after psychedelic/drug use. HPPD sufferers are welcome to share their stories too.
I’m not looking for advice really as I know that an extended period of sobriety coupled with meditation is what will be best for me. I just wanted to create a space for people to share their stories of depersonalization after psychedelic/drug use. HPPD sufferers are welcome to share their stories too.