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depersonalization / OoB Experience

ch1nawhite

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Hey guys, just a question/discussion about a state that has always intrigued me since the day i heard of it. It was years back, when i was on my big ecstasy binge, eating it all day, every day like it was candy (when u get it free, why not??). Anyway, my X dealer was a black dude, and a little crazy from YEARS of non-stop x use. If he was sleeping (happened approx. once every 2-3 weeks), he always had night terrors, if you would try to touch him or wake him up while he slept, he would wake up swinging, and beat the shit out of you, without knowing it. but anyway, we would always talk about out of body experiences. but it was interested me, about how you can be out of your body, floating around it, and watch yourself, as you move around and what not. he always said he was terrified of it, and didnt see why us "white boys wanted to loose ourselves". he always explained himself as, ''if your not the one controlling your body, then who is?" he believes in devils, demons and angels, and always said that a demon would take over your body. we never believed him until we saw this dude he knew.. his right eye would blink continuously nonstop, and wonder off, while the other one would be looking at you (while talking). and he couldnt even pour himself a cup of water. he said that he had an OoBE, and took him a couple days to get back into his body. he has been to a hospital and all kinds of stuff, and they said he had a severe seizure. he was very strange, because he would be talking to you, and just start mumbling some crazy shit and somehow start talking in a deep voice, speaking gibberish. he was obviously messed up, be said it was from too much drugs and an out of body experience. he said he had to fight to get back in control.

Has any body had an out of body (OoBE) experience, or depersonalization (its the same thing, right?). if so, what drug caused it, how big of a dose. what was the effect like, and did you have to ''fight'' to get back in control?
 
haha interesting people you have described proly not the people id want to be hangin around but newayyyy

I have never had an out of body experience but i have experienced depersonalization

They are not the same thing depersonalization is more of like a disorder (google it i suppose)

I went through like a 3 month stage of depersonalization after my first hardcore panic attack and when i stopped reefer suddenly after 3 years of heavy use
 
As said above they really aren't the same thing. With DPD(Depersonalization disorder) you can have the feeling of being out of your body and watching yourself, but its a feeling and you're not actually visually seeing this. It's actually kinda hard to explain and if you look into DPD you'll notice that the disorder itself is somewhat hard to describe when feeling it.

For myself yes I have experienced depersonalization, most of the time daily. I would like to post more info but for certain reasons(and because this post would be long) I rather not. I was actually planning to start a thread in cannabis discussion regarding this but I never had the time.
 
I've had a few. My first was on weed though. First high ever, OOBE. Not gonna go into the details, you either believe me or you don't, cause I'm sick of this whole 'weed' thing, no empathy for others, you know? Both depersonalization and two separate and slightly different OOBEs in the same high.
 
Are you sure the guy wasn't using any other substances (namely strong stimulants)? His case sounds to me as huge sleep deprivation caused by non-stop stimulant use (massive sleep deprivation leads to depersonalisation and extreme vivid dreaming to the point of being scared to go to sleep).

If, as you say, he is only sleeping once every two or three weeks (I highly doubt it), then he should be in a mental ward being assesed, for the best of him and society.
 
drugs can cause it.but its really an underlying mental thing...panic attacks cause it too...its not something i would want...
 
I got it from panic attacks.. not fun.. Also from night terrors/or sleep paralysis. No fun, you don't want it.. I believe in a bunch of weird spiritual shit too.. but when that shit happens.. it's the last thing on my mind..
 
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