Krowsnose
Bluelighter
Goddamnit, withdrawing at 3 am and subject to all the demons in my head.
Yesterday was shitty, long story short, I popped 4 adderal given to me by a lady friend. I got horny as hell and got turned down for sex even though the kissing and groping has been mutual for a while now. She leaves, I stay up all night looking at porn.
When the adderall begins to wear off I realize I missed my dose of opiates. Blessing in disguise I guess, I'd never just forget like that if it wasn't for the insanity that uppers seem to cause in me. Thinking of copping tomorrow morning but have been too tired and lamenting that I could just force myself to wait this whole thing out.
At some point earlier today, I could feel a small particle of a tooth that was rolling around my mouth. I know it was a piece of tooth because I've had chipped teeth before, it's a pretty distinctive feeling. I'm going to have to stop using drugs or these things are going to fall out. Last time I went to the dentist they said my molars were corroding I guess from the dry mouth I get from my DoC. Also had a couple of cavities.
I'm only 21 and look young and healthy on the outside but I know I'm pushing the limits of the abuse my body can handle. I've known young people in rehab who have talked about their teeth disintegrating or falling out. It disgusts me.
I know there's only one answer to fix this but being a good junkie I'm wondering if there's some other solution to fix the dry mouth. Or something my dentist can do?
Yesterday was shitty, long story short, I popped 4 adderal given to me by a lady friend. I got horny as hell and got turned down for sex even though the kissing and groping has been mutual for a while now. She leaves, I stay up all night looking at porn.
When the adderall begins to wear off I realize I missed my dose of opiates. Blessing in disguise I guess, I'd never just forget like that if it wasn't for the insanity that uppers seem to cause in me. Thinking of copping tomorrow morning but have been too tired and lamenting that I could just force myself to wait this whole thing out.
At some point earlier today, I could feel a small particle of a tooth that was rolling around my mouth. I know it was a piece of tooth because I've had chipped teeth before, it's a pretty distinctive feeling. I'm going to have to stop using drugs or these things are going to fall out. Last time I went to the dentist they said my molars were corroding I guess from the dry mouth I get from my DoC. Also had a couple of cavities.
I'm only 21 and look young and healthy on the outside but I know I'm pushing the limits of the abuse my body can handle. I've known young people in rehab who have talked about their teeth disintegrating or falling out. It disgusts me.
I know there's only one answer to fix this but being a good junkie I'm wondering if there's some other solution to fix the dry mouth. Or something my dentist can do?
