~Dejar estes~

[cherub]

If I once and never knew
Should I now care?

If I know will it change
Could things stay the same?

If I cared but never hear
Does it really mean I am still going?

For so long I think I had it backwards but there is no going back
Letting in letting go all just trying to figure this out

So much time waiting but what was I waiting for?
Time to say fuck it and take things my way

Let the clock tick cause the only sound
I am hearing of the chains breaking

I want to scream and yell and say what I please
Sick of being trapped by the invisible cuffs
They make me bleed silently, no words letting out
The more you pull the tighter they go

Take off, Let go
Beheld, find peace

If I hang on, I will still have to let go.

 

[RareForm]

I really liked this one girl..I don't see you on that much anymore. missed ya.

 

[Dagny]

Lady, you scream all you fucking want to. I will personally hand you the microphone and Aly will help me hold back the crowds... d'you know I wasn't at all surprised that we found our way back to loving each other. The two of us have shared our lives from one corner of the country to another these last 4 years.

(My whole life I wanted to throw a bag of cat litter at my mother and even though you were the one throwing, thanks for making that dream a reality. )

You have not only survived but overcome so much in this life, a fraction of it would've destroyed most. And though you've still many trials ahead I heard you laugh the other day; it was real laughter too, honest laughter. You inspire me in a time when not much else does and for this I thank you.

The duality of life is something we accepted long ago (even if it does still bite us in the ass now and then.) And you've expressed it wonderfully here, captured the bittersweetness of it all. Well written, love.

 

[FixXxer]

great work cherub.