Definitely Addictive

This is the third time I took xanax this week. This is an obvious no-no. I am having dificulty foccusing on the computer screen. My boyfriend is getting a shower and I honestly don't think I am capable of keeping myself awake for that long. I promised myself I wouldn't do xanax anymore just for the simple fact that I understand and can feel the pull of how addictive of a substance this is. When I first found out that I had an almost seemingly endless supply of xanax sitting in the medicine cabinet of my house I decided that I would look into it's recreational value. I asked my friend who has dome many drugs in his time what he thought about it and if it was anything euphoric or enjoyable. He flat out told me that it was the most rediculous non euphoric and or enjoyable drug out there. He told he that it was the type of drug you take when you break up with your boyfriend and you just want to forget the world. Now I do agree with that since xanax would certainly to a degree take away the emotional hurt for a while. But to sum up my xanax experience I would say that xanax is a drug that is not to be fucked with. It has a high potential for abuse. It is enjoyable by many means but it is not the type of drug you want to take before a class lecture, while at work, or whenever you actually need some sort of ambition. Xanax is great for sleep and great fr insomnia. I wouldn't exactly say it is euphoric becuase it has absolutely no comparison to a high achieved by opiates or even really shitty opiates like kratom and vics for that matter. I would more classify it as a peaceful drug great for meditation and enjoyment. As with most of the drugs I do. I do enjoy the afterglow of xanax. It is very peaceful and i wake up very well rested. The only dislike about xanax is that when you do wake up you feel absolutely comfortable and you need a ton of willpower and ambition to get out of bed. My xanax adventure was a pleasant one.

 

and I am also going to sleep naked tonight because I want to.