Deeper.

[ShamaLamaDingDong]

One fight.
It's all it takes to make your prospective shift.
The needles she spits, they sting.
Shallow.
The massages don't feel as good as you think.
Who needs a list just to wash some dishes?
Deeper.
The classes are easy, your not a genius.
Why use play list to understand your own feelings?
Deeper.
Friends lie about your accomplishments.
You lie about theirs.
Deeper.
Yesterday is gone.
Tomorrow is already a waste.
Deeper.
Afraid to see your parents.
Disappointing even to yourself.
Deeper
All you had to do was listen.
Pay attention, just touch her.
Deeper.
So wrapped up in logic.
Emotions never show.
Deeper.
In little boxes they go.
And you push them.
Deeper.
Shes hormonal, you reason.
You're from different backgrounds.
Deeper.
Your logic; it wins.
Your needs ,and emotions; they lose.
Gone.

 

[BREAKaBEAT]

So good. These words and feelings resonate with me right now.

 

[punch e punch]

nice! interesting rhythm

 

[RareForm]

this is a reminder that in my current situation, i should do everything in my power to not put my emotions in 'little boxes' and be a nuisance of constant logic. as much as i care for her, i should.

thank you for this.