honestlyOK
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Nov 3, 2016
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- 5
i appreciate you being real with me, i've got no problem with harshness. it was just that one user talking shit i didn't like. thanks for the feedback yall.
so i just found out that my source is bailing now and cutting me off completely. fuck my life. i've got six pills which will last me two weeks if i'm lucky, so i guess i'll plug those. after that i don't know. it's not like quitting now before it gets worse isn't on my mind. but I CANNOT go thru any kind of withdrawal right now, i don't care if it's only psychological. if my mental health takes another hit i will fall apart and i won't be able to pick myself up, and that'll put me on the streets quicker than a habit. i've gotta find a way to keep myself afloat until i'm in a better place.
so i just found out that my source is bailing now and cutting me off completely. fuck my life. i've got six pills which will last me two weeks if i'm lucky, so i guess i'll plug those. after that i don't know. it's not like quitting now before it gets worse isn't on my mind. but I CANNOT go thru any kind of withdrawal right now, i don't care if it's only psychological. if my mental health takes another hit i will fall apart and i won't be able to pick myself up, and that'll put me on the streets quicker than a habit. i've gotta find a way to keep myself afloat until i'm in a better place.