Im interested in hearing your guys experiences with connections youve made with people and conversations uve had while rolling. Please explain the situation and what you got out of it, feel free to go into as much detail as you like! Also for you how does the level of conversation change when you roll.
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Deep connections and conversations on mdma
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MDMA is the only bridge I really have to talking with my boyfriend who is incredibly withdrawn. I get defensive, and he holds stuff in. When we talk on MDMA, we truly understand each other, and by the end of the night, we'll be on the same page about everything. It's nice. It's not a complete dependency thing... we do talk without it. However, the MDMA gives it a level of understanding we wouldn't have otherwise.
bluemonday*P
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I love the MDMA bondage. 
lol
I loved doing it with my ex boyfriend we would spend so long expressing our love for eachother, so much passion and compliments and have all that combined with the euphoria ahhhh its so good.
I've had akward times too though, This guy that I just met through a friend, we went to a rave and I was completely fucked, and feeling sooo great, so instantly start kissing, dancing, being WAY too loving! lol The feel of skin is just amazing on the drug with house and techno playing wow
The bond over the great feeling gets us telling eachother how were soooo into eachother and how we should go out and how im soooo amazing and perfect LOL.
It's hilarious cause ofcourse thats during the peak and when the comedown starts its like "ohhh ya I don't really know you very much, I feel like shit, let's stop kissing" lol haha
Most of my conversations on the drug are of how much I loveeee whoever I'm talking to and talking about how high I am lol.
Sometimes when i'm rolling really hard though it's hard to talk cause i'm just soo out of it and I just wanna be dancing and listening to music, if i'm more controlled than I like just hanging out and doing it at a small get together or with friends and talking about everything and anything being soooo open.
I like to be alone on the comedown or with close friends or with a boyfriend or something cause it's akward going from being so chatty lovey to not feeling like talking anymore and feeling shakky and less energetic.
lolI loved doing it with my ex boyfriend we would spend so long expressing our love for eachother, so much passion and compliments and have all that combined with the euphoria ahhhh its so good.
I've had akward times too though, This guy that I just met through a friend, we went to a rave and I was completely fucked, and feeling sooo great, so instantly start kissing, dancing, being WAY too loving! lol The feel of skin is just amazing on the drug with house and techno playing wow
The bond over the great feeling gets us telling eachother how were soooo into eachother and how we should go out and how im soooo amazing and perfect LOL.
It's hilarious cause ofcourse thats during the peak and when the comedown starts its like "ohhh ya I don't really know you very much, I feel like shit, let's stop kissing" lol haha
Most of my conversations on the drug are of how much I loveeee whoever I'm talking to and talking about how high I am lol.
Sometimes when i'm rolling really hard though it's hard to talk cause i'm just soo out of it and I just wanna be dancing and listening to music, if i'm more controlled than I like just hanging out and doing it at a small get together or with friends and talking about everything and anything being soooo open.
I like to be alone on the comedown or with close friends or with a boyfriend or something cause it's akward going from being so chatty lovey to not feeling like talking anymore and feeling shakky and less energetic.
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I can't pick out one particular conversation that stands out, but in general I am able to much more clearly express my thoughts and feelings. I will tend to discuss things more philosophical/spiritual in nature, which I often just keep to myself.
The conversations don't necessarily have to be any different. An ordinary comment or question can be appreciated at a different level. Some may say this is "fake" but I feel that it is a way of appreciating the exchange more deeply; appreciating the beauty of human interaction which is always there.
The conversations don't necessarily have to be any different. An ordinary comment or question can be appreciated at a different level. Some may say this is "fake" but I feel that it is a way of appreciating the exchange more deeply; appreciating the beauty of human interaction which is always there.
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I would say the deepness of MDMA conversation comes not necessarily from the content of your conversation, but from your attitude towards the conversation.
In normal, everyday life we tend to be very defensive around people who we don't know and most people tend to avoid making emotional attachments when communicating with someone they don't know. Everyone has proverbial barrier around themselves for protection from the realities of life.
MDMA melts down these barriers and allows you to communicate without these normal defence mechanisms getting in the way. MDMA allows communication to flow freely, on MDMA there is no need to be judgemental, jealous or indifferent.
In normal, everyday life we tend to be very defensive around people who we don't know and most people tend to avoid making emotional attachments when communicating with someone they don't know. Everyone has proverbial barrier around themselves for protection from the realities of life.
MDMA melts down these barriers and allows you to communicate without these normal defence mechanisms getting in the way. MDMA allows communication to flow freely, on MDMA there is no need to be judgemental, jealous or indifferent.
1st time doing E I bonded with one of my bestfriends to an extreme manner, hes a chill guy and we just kept talking as if we were friends since we were born and we got to understand eachother more and i felt that we got pretty close that night! (not in a gay way lol)
2nd time on E; I wasnt feeling that great of a buzz (it was a big party) and i was feeling very paranoid, so I went to see my girlfriend (she wasnt my girlfriend at the time) and we went upstairs alone in my friend's bed and we talked for hours about really personal stuff and we cuddled abit and it felt so good, that night opened the way for me to go out with her..it was magical!
2nd time on E; I wasnt feeling that great of a buzz (it was a big party) and i was feeling very paranoid, so I went to see my girlfriend (she wasnt my girlfriend at the time) and we went upstairs alone in my friend's bed and we talked for hours about really personal stuff and we cuddled abit and it felt so good, that night opened the way for me to go out with her..it was magical!
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i find that i can talk about personal shit that might be uncomfortable or painful otherwise, i create a distance from the emotions attached to the subject, i can be objective. it's great with my husband, we can really resolve stuff when we need to.
otherwise, i often find that conversations aren't really that much more deep, especially if everyone involved is rolling. fluffy and lacking in focus are more apt descriptors i find...
otherwise, i often find that conversations aren't really that much more deep, especially if everyone involved is rolling. fluffy and lacking in focus are more apt descriptors i find...
bluemonday*P
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this past Thursday at an event I was behind some guy who was covering his ears. I guess the music was too loud for him so I asked if he wanted some earplugs (I always bring like 4 pairs just in case). He was soooo happy and I gave him a biiig hug! Glad they came in handy!