Thought i would come on here and post. I am at the Library and going through all my mail from maybe the last 5 weeks maybe longer. It's been tough. Guess what i am now driving on a suspended License again because I have failed to keep up on my installment plan to the state. I have until 12/O3 to pay 91.00 so that is doable.
I have also after reading through some of the credit card statements gone into collection on about three cards. SO now I am in R9 Status on three cards, which apparently are on your credit reports for 7 years.
I have a 500.00 dollar fine from the fire dept. because we never removed a gas grill from the balcony.It's been sitting there for 2 bloody years, and we haven't had a word about it. Well at least i didn't think so. It says I can appeal it so I guess I will do that.
So apart from been in dept of 39,000 dollars there are fines coming out the wazoo. It gets really tough when you get in debt and you have no income. Wonder what brought that on...hmmmmmmmmm. I really feel for those that were trying to do their best and got into difficulty through just a job loss rather than the behavior I involved myself in. God how it is hurting my family now. But this is the first time I really have written about it on a daily basis. I mean I have done intensive outpatient, and Ialso found out how long I was on the pschye ward for Dec.4 - Dec 12th. of 2009. Wow I didn't know yesterday if it was 2 weeks or 2 months. Wasn't either. Sure felt longer. Well I owe them money too. Christ I am fucked every which way I look. But Sober and funny thing is all I wanted to do for the last week is go and cop. Today , no thanks, I am facing this and I am doing it. As difficult as it is, I am doing this and I am applying myself to it with all the courage I can muster.
Ok that's enough of a break. time to face the rest of this pile. Tomorrow I will start my tasks from today. This elephant is going to be eaten one mouthful at a time.
I have also after reading through some of the credit card statements gone into collection on about three cards. SO now I am in R9 Status on three cards, which apparently are on your credit reports for 7 years.
I have a 500.00 dollar fine from the fire dept. because we never removed a gas grill from the balcony.It's been sitting there for 2 bloody years, and we haven't had a word about it. Well at least i didn't think so. It says I can appeal it so I guess I will do that.
So apart from been in dept of 39,000 dollars there are fines coming out the wazoo. It gets really tough when you get in debt and you have no income. Wonder what brought that on...hmmmmmmmmm. I really feel for those that were trying to do their best and got into difficulty through just a job loss rather than the behavior I involved myself in. God how it is hurting my family now. But this is the first time I really have written about it on a daily basis. I mean I have done intensive outpatient, and Ialso found out how long I was on the pschye ward for Dec.4 - Dec 12th. of 2009. Wow I didn't know yesterday if it was 2 weeks or 2 months. Wasn't either. Sure felt longer. Well I owe them money too. Christ I am fucked every which way I look. But Sober and funny thing is all I wanted to do for the last week is go and cop. Today , no thanks, I am facing this and I am doing it. As difficult as it is, I am doing this and I am applying myself to it with all the courage I can muster.
Ok that's enough of a break. time to face the rest of this pile. Tomorrow I will start my tasks from today. This elephant is going to be eaten one mouthful at a time.