shaun
Bluelighter
"She'll never listen again No other lovers to bend Just rotten apples to eat"
"the lights came on fast lost in motorcrash
gone in a flash unreal but you knew all along"
"camera take this picture the wreckage is outside quick may you hurry we are losing our light"
>From: courtney
>Sent: Friday, October 12, 2001, 9:32 PM
>To:
>Subject: : )
>
>
>I have not heard from you, so I was just writing to let you know I was
>thinking about you and hope that everything is going great! I hope you are
>having fun and learing lots of new stuff. I am leaving in just 5 or so weeks!
>Anyway, be careful and write me sometime. I still can't wait to meet you dude!
>Talk to you later Shaun.
>>>>>From: courtney
>>>>>Sent: Monday, September 17, 2001, 10:56 AM
>>>>>To:
>>>>>You are right, government is always saying shit about reglious stuff. I
>bet
>>>an
>>>>>athiest canidate would never get voted in. Heaven forbid we have a
>>>president
>>>>>that can think for himself. Anyway, when are you leaving? How are your
>>>plans
>>>>>going? I hope flights from Sydney to Melborne are cheap. And I hope, as
>you
>>>do
>>>>>I'm sure, that you get there before me and can tell me all about it.
>Shaun,
>>>>>you can be my tourguide! I got really scared last night thinking about
>>>leaving
>>>>>here in the next 2 months. But, I am sure everything will work out fine.
>I
>>>>>just don't like feeling alone for more than a few days, and I know
>there, I
>>>>>will be for awhile.
Day I
you can't just die like that
you were suppose to come here
it hurts so bad
it's unreal to say
that you could go away
to bring you back
even just your voice
to stop this wash of tears
if I would have been there
to save a life
if I would have been there
you would be safe
were you close?
not close enough
Day II
You shouldn't die
face too young
Looking for a companion
in hindsight you were her
Our dreams matched aternally
But now you are dead
My companion has gone by
Best friend never met
Getting chills continuously
the hot summer here
My lips just paraylzed
missing you much
Can't replace you so why go
Did you have a choice
Day IIII
have felt
and it hurts
time is vital
and life is of an essance
bath in my mind
as thoughts rain down of you
RIP
"the lights came on fast lost in motorcrash
gone in a flash unreal but you knew all along"
"camera take this picture the wreckage is outside quick may you hurry we are losing our light"
>From: courtney
>Sent: Friday, October 12, 2001, 9:32 PM
>To:
>Subject: : )
>
>
>I have not heard from you, so I was just writing to let you know I was
>thinking about you and hope that everything is going great! I hope you are
>having fun and learing lots of new stuff. I am leaving in just 5 or so weeks!
>Anyway, be careful and write me sometime. I still can't wait to meet you dude!
>Talk to you later Shaun.
>>>>>From: courtney
>>>>>Sent: Monday, September 17, 2001, 10:56 AM
>>>>>To:
>>>>>You are right, government is always saying shit about reglious stuff. I
>bet
>>>an
>>>>>athiest canidate would never get voted in. Heaven forbid we have a
>>>president
>>>>>that can think for himself. Anyway, when are you leaving? How are your
>>>plans
>>>>>going? I hope flights from Sydney to Melborne are cheap. And I hope, as
>you
>>>do
>>>>>I'm sure, that you get there before me and can tell me all about it.
>Shaun,
>>>>>you can be my tourguide! I got really scared last night thinking about
>>>leaving
>>>>>here in the next 2 months. But, I am sure everything will work out fine.
>I
>>>>>just don't like feeling alone for more than a few days, and I know
>there, I
>>>>>will be for awhile.
Day I
you can't just die like that
you were suppose to come here
it hurts so bad
it's unreal to say
that you could go away
to bring you back
even just your voice
to stop this wash of tears
if I would have been there
to save a life
if I would have been there
you would be safe
were you close?
not close enough
Day II
You shouldn't die
face too young
Looking for a companion
in hindsight you were her
Our dreams matched aternally
But now you are dead
My companion has gone by
Best friend never met
Getting chills continuously
the hot summer here
My lips just paraylzed
missing you much
Can't replace you so why go
Did you have a choice
Day IIII
have felt
and it hurts
time is vital
and life is of an essance
bath in my mind
as thoughts rain down of you
) its a shame but in time, you will be fine.