Death of a Nice Guy

[silentpoet]

Yah yah, ok, so heres the story in verse...sort of. I use to be a nice guy...yah know, always being their for girls when they were having problems with their BF's, always listen to their problems, holding the door open, taking them out on me, paying for coffee and stuff...
only this summer did i realize a few things about girls.
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Tricking me, Lying to me,
Dissing me, and killing me.
I was once that nice guy,
The guy girls called their brother,
The guy who was sweet and funny,
But that all changed this summer.
I'm tired of being used,
Being put aside,
I'm tired of being their,
When all I get is 'dont try'.
Stood up, Laughed at,
Other guys that are assholes are in.
I'm out in the cold,
Trying to get in.
Other girls say 'stay sweet',
But they wont get with me,
They say 'stay sweet, you'll meet a girl whose sweet too',
Fuck them telling me what to do.
Need a light? Need a cig?
Want to talk? Oh, you want to talk to him?
Slowly inside me, it's starting to emerge.
The asshole inside me, is taking me over.
I dont want to be a nice guy anymore,
For fear of constant hurt.
Now the balls in my court,
It's time those ladies get hurt.

 

[ice-9]

i can definitely relate to what you're saying...
passionate words.

 

[Tarsarlan]

Oh man I sure hope I never end up thinking like that... Ouch...

 

[PureEnlightment]

Sorry dude about what is going on. Stuff has happend to me my entire life. But it is who I am. I am not gonna change it. I feel bad when I hurt someone even if they hurt me. I feel good when I make someone feel better. Even if they insult me afterwards. It is me it is who I am. I am not gonna change who I am. And why should u. Just because u met some assholes? You want to get even u want revenge. But where is that gonna get u? You will just probably feel worse. Yeah at first you will smile because u are expressing ur resentment but everyone who u knew before will only hate u more for it. And perhaps you want that. You might get off on there hatred. But u will notice u are all alone. I am sure all those girls u were nice too needed ur help. And perhaps they didn't repay the favor. But thats how life is. I always think it is better to be kind then to hate. And who knows u might just treat the one girl that is gonna out with u that is sweet like u bad. And u then would of messed up your chance. So all I am saying is just be yourself. Try to be happy maybe you should stick with a diffent crowd. Just do whatever makes you happy. Much love Pure Enlightment.